Melancholy sad, isn't it?

I know this isn't what I wanted, I never thought it'd come this far. Just thinkin' back to where we started and how we lost all that we are. We were young and times were easy but I could see it's not the same, I'm standing here but you don't see me. I'd give it all for that to change, and I don't want to lose her, don't wanna let her go. I'm standing out in the rain, need to know if it's over 'cause I will leave you alone. Flooded with all this pain, knowing that I'll never hold her, like I did before the storm. With every strike of lightning comes a memory that lasts, and not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash, maybe I should give up. Trying to keep the lights from going out and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart. They always say, a heart is not a home without the one who gets you through the storm. Love you. Missed you. =.=

ily friends, i really do

Okay, let's just face the truth. To all whom-it-may-concern people in the world, I am now apologizing so hard, pleading you to forgive me for my ancient mistakes. I guess this is the right thing to say to you.

If one day you feel like crying, call me. I don't promise that I'll make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call and there is no one to answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. I want you guys to know that I haven't forgotten you and never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like. Because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Just remember, whatever happens, I want you to know that I Love You.

xoxo,
SH.

Morning after dark

Kenapa mood nak menulis kejap ada kejap takde? Dah lama tak menulis. Huhu. Aku tak dapat melelapkan mata sepanjang malam. Dan bila pagi menjelang, hanya Tuhan yg tahu betapa mengantuknya mataku. Semalam aku menghantar satu text message kepadanya tetapi dia tidak membalas. Hampir sepanjang malam aku menunggu namun penantianku sia-sia. Tiba-tiba aku tersedar sebab aku tidak dapat tidur sepanjang malam adalah kerana aku terlalu merinduinya. Di segenap kotak fikiranku hanya ada dia sahaja. Baru kini aku mengetahui bagaimana rasanya terlalu merindukan seseorang hingga tidak boleh melakukan apa-apa kecuali bersengkang mata yg biasa dialami sesetengah orang. OMG, sumpah aku sangat rindukan dia. Apakah dia juga rindukan aku ek? Adakah dia tahu apa yg aku rasakan ketika ini? muahahahahahhah ayat!!! =.=

Btw, my whole family baru saja bertolak ke Cheras utk sesi pernikahan Zukie. Yg tak ikut Kak Mira, Hasya, my mom & me. Abah ajak ikut tapi rasa malas sangat nak pegi. Plan today nak keluar dengan Killer! Gosh, I missed her like crazy enough but I still tak crazy2 lagi! Hahaha. Beberapa hari kebelakangan ni aku rasa macam tak sedap hati la but tak tahu kenapa. Mungkin environment kot? Or kerana orang tertentu? Haihh entahlah! Erm okla, chiow dulu. Nak mandi siap2. tata.

Ku Ingin Kamu.

Demi semua yang aku jalani bersamamu
Ku ingin kau jadi milikku
Ku ingin kau disampingku

Tanpa dirimu ku hanya manusia tanpa cinta
Dan hanya dirimu yang bisa
Membawa surga dalam hatiku

Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
Aku akan mencintaimu
Menjagamu selama hidupku
Dan aku kan berjanji
Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi
Ku akan setia disini
Menemani...

Sentuhanmu
Bagaikan tangan sang dewi cinta
Yang berhiaskan bunga asmara
Dan membuatku tak kuasa

Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
Aku akan mencintaimu
Menjagamu selama hidupku
Dan aku kan berjanji
Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi
Ku akan setia disini
Menemani...

Di setiap arung gerak
Tersimpan di hati kecilku
Bahwa dirimu terindah untukku

Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
Aku akan mencintaimu
Menjagamu selama hidupku
Dan aku kan berjanji
Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi
Ku akan setia disini
Menemani...

Selama ku masih bisa bertahan
Selama ku masih bisa bernafas
Selama Tuhan masih mengizinkan
Ku ingin selalu menjagamu (4x)

Selama ku masih bisa bertahan
Selama ku masih bisa bernafas

Someone gave me this song last week, and lepas genap seminggu barulah kini terasa nak menghayatinya and..I kinda like it. I think it's more beautiful than Cinta Tak Bersyarat by Element & Merindukanmu by D'massive. Thanks to him.

Please Be Mine

They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful
I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough

I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

P/S: kamek suka lagu ni, sweet sangat. how i wishhhh Joe is mine. huwarggggghhhhhhhhhh! please be mineeee ouhh joeyyyy!

Dang,

I misseddd everyone. Especially YOU.

Passing by

to say hello. Serious aku busy.
Bye.