Prenggg preng preng prenggggg!

Video untuk pening pening kepala. Sila sila tengok. xD



Hari ni PENAAAAAAATTTT. Rasa seperti nak tidur awal sikit. Cewaaahhh cam boleh je. Boleh blah la.

Nephewhh.

Anak saudara yang tidak mendengar cakap. Ini Aiman tak kisah. Aiman tak kisah? ye, aiman tak kisah.






Dulu dia putih. Sekarang totally hitam legam. Hahaha. Kulitnya mudah dimakan matahari. pastu gemuk, boroi, gendut, lentik. Macam aku lah. Dia memang gila berphotoshoot. Gambar buruk pun tak kisah janji bergambo. Pastu kalau nak ps mesti nak dengan maksu dia ni. Sumpah kalau takde mood memang kena hempuk ar dia. Tapi aku suka gambar pertama tuh. Mata dengan hidung dia cantik! Haha >.>

Ni gambar lama dia dengan Hasya and Adruce. Adruce cute oh! >_<


gambar hasya and aishah tetiba lesap kat folder aku. I wonder whothefuck yang ngambil. Aarghhhhh tensen!

Happy Birthday Mummies!

Rabiah Abdullah
27 July 1951 - Now
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to mummy, happy birthday to you. Happy 58th birthday dear mum! i love you so friggin much! Well, currently adik tak ada duit to buy your present. But as soon as lepas adik claim gaji yang seciput unta tu, adik belikan your present tu eh. Actually it depends on its price juga la. Kalau lebih 100 bugs, tahun depan je la adik beli ek. Hahaha. xD
Permintaan mak aku tak banyak. Just dia nak flowering plant tu je. InsyaAllah kalau ada duit aku belikan. :)
Ramai juga wish dia. HOTLINK, SENHENG. Tu semua kira kawan2 baik dia la.
Wtfrog?
Haha tak lah. Our family and friends plus my beloved friends. Thanks for the wish guys! :)
Abah belanja makan hari ni! Best gila! >.<
tapi dia tak cakap nak belanja, aku dah siap2 makan pukul 7 tadi. Alih2 aku suruh dia beli kailan ikan masin dengan fresh orange je. Kailan tu aku tak makan lagi, fresh orange dah telan la. hahahaha.


Internet gila 3 hari memang rosakkan mood aku. Rasa nak hempuk je menatang wireless nih. Kak Mira kedekut nak kasi pinjam broadband dia. Tak kisahlah. Janji sekarang dah ok skit.

Selsema Babi memang betul2 BA**!

Tengah hari tadi mak aku bagitau Uncle Lim dah terjangkit virus tak senonoh tu. Kurang asam punya babi. Haihhhhhhhhhhhhh. Mak aku cakap dia baru balik dari Aussie semalam then masa check kat airport confirm. Aduh...kesian Uncle Lim. Kak Mira dah bagi warning kat mak kami supaya jangan berjumpa dengan dia langsung sekarang sebab mak aku suka g rumah dia. Nasib baik dia kat Klang sekarang. Dia sepatutnya meng-kuarantin-kan diri dia. Macam mana dia boleh terlepas kat airport ek? Pelik betul. Harap2 dia cepat sembuh supaya tak terjebak kat kita orang juga. AMIN.

Abah suruh aku buat bisnes, dia kata dia akan beri modal. Fewhhh...bisnes apalah aku reti buat. Bisnes menjahanamkan bisnes reti lah. Itu aku memang pakar. *sniffing*
Nantilah adik pikirkan dulu ye bah.
Abah punya pandangan bukak kiosk jual minyak wangi.
Pada pandangan adik, enjoy duit abah je lah bleh? hahahaha.



3 days more.

991.

There goes the sunshine,
Here comes the rain,
And heartache pain,
What can i do but wait for you?
Darling the days i had were cold.
Now our separate ways we go,
It seems you want more than the love i can give,
But i can't make you stay,
And you've got your life to live,
But if it gets too rough, call on me.
Dreams of golden glare,
Taking you away from here,
But if ever things that have to be turns your dreams around,
Love and understanding is what you need,
If you can't get enough, call on me.
I'm so sad you're leaving,
It's going to kill me not to be with you,
But i want you to be happy.
If heartache's what you want,
Then i want it too.
So goodbye with all my prayers,
For your happiness in a world elsewhere,
Should you arrive and it's not there, call on me.
Yes, happiness.
Waits for you elsewhere.
Remember this,
Should you arrive and it's not there,
Call on me, yes, do call on me.

See i just can’t find the right thing to say,
I tried but all my pain gets in the way,
Tell me what i have to do so you’ll stay,
Should i get down on my knees and pray?
And how can i stop losing you,
How can i begin to say,
When there’s nothing left to do but walk away.
I close my eyes,
Just to try and see you smile one more time,
But it’s been so long now and all i do is cry,
Can’t we find some love to take this away?
Because the pain gets stronger every day.
How can i begin again,
How am i to understand.
See now why all my dreams been broken,
I don’t know where we’re going,
Everything we said and all we done now,
Don’t let go, don’t know where we’re going.
Everything begins to set us free,
Can’t you see? I don’t wanna walk away.
If you go i won’t forget you,
Can’t you see that you will always be,
Even though i had to let you go,
There’s nothing left to do.

Like a comet blazing across the evening sky,
Like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye,
Shiny and sparkly and splendidly bright here one day,
gone one night.
Like the loss of sunlight on a cloudy afternoon,
Like a castle built upon a sandy beach,
Like a perfect flower that is just beyond your reach,
Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight here one day,
gone one day.
Like a sunset dying with the rising of the moon,
you're gone too soon.

Mischievous JoBros .

4 days to go!










i wonder which one is Joe. LOL

They were performing BB Good.

And mum,
Thanks for treating me nicely and buying me my favorite carrot slice even though i was acting like hell. :)

TIWILY.

Damn it. I am missing you again and again. When I heard stories about you, i just can't stop until i get enough. But at least now i know what were you hiding behind your pretentious acts. Let's get it started.

When i think you are the coolest and happiest person in the world, you said this.

"People think they know me, but they don't. Not really. Actually, i am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, i guess you could say that it hurts to be me."

Well, of course. I didn't know that at all because u never told. But did you expect me to know that? You tell me. No, you can't even tell me anything since the day you left me.

"I'll always be Peter Pan in my heart."

Why?

Well, you don't get to do things that other children get to do, having friends and slumber parties. There were none of that for me. I didn't have friends. My brothers were my friends. And i remember going to the recording studio and there was a park across the street and I'd see all the children playing and i would cry because it would make me sad that i would have to work instead."

"I was a veteran, before i was a teenager."

Why?

"Because i think every child star suffers through this period because you're not the cute and charming child that you were. You start to grow, and they want to keep you little forever. Let us dream of tomorrow where we can truly love from the soul, and know love as the ultimate truth at the heart of all creation. But i will never stop helping and loving people the way He said to."

When i was wondering if you ever pleased with things you did, you said this.

"I'm never pleased with anything, i'm a perfectionist, it's part of who i am."

When i was grieving thinking you could ever had your spirits away, you said this.

"They did it to try and belittle me, to try and to take away my pride. But i went through the whole system with them. And at the end, i - i wanted the public to know that i was okay, even though i was hurting."

When i wondered what did you do after that, you said this.

"I wake up from dreams and go "Wow, put this down on paper." The whole thing is strange. You hear the words, everything is right there in front of your face."

When i was wondering did you really done that to kids, you said this.

"Before i would hurt a child, i would slit my wrists."

When i was thinking that you have done all the best i can ever imagine, you said this.

"You ain't seen nothing yet, and the best is yet to come!"

But you never fulfilled your promise. That's what breaking me the most.

When i was confused about your words that sharing bed is a loving thing to do, you explained this and i had it all cleared.

"Why can't you share your bed? The most loving thing to do is to share your bed with someone. It's very charming. It's very sweet. It's what the whole world should do."

When i was wondering what Vitiligo is, you said this.

"I have a skin disorder that destroys the pigmentation of my skin, it's something that i cannot help, ok?"

When i was really wondering about why you created that kind of place, you said this.

"Because i wanted to have a place that i could create everything that i never had as a child. So, you see rides. You see animals. There's a movie theater."

When i was wondering what have you done to the world that made it appreciates you until now, you said this.

"I've helped many, many, many children, thousands of children, cancer kids, leukemia kids."

When i was wondering why you loved kids that much, you said this.

"When i see children, i see the face of God. That's why i love them so much. That's what i see. Children show me in their playful smiles the divine in everyone. This simple goodness shines straight from their hearts and only asks to be lived."

When i was wondering about your reaction about those untrue rumours media always spread about you, you said this.

"It's a complete lie, why do people buy these papers? It's not the truth, i'm here to say. You know, don't judge a person, do not pass judgement, unless you have talked to them one on one. I don't care what the story is, do not judge them because it is a lie."

I didn't ever realised and know what you felt when everyone was calling you the name you actually did not like.

"Yeah, Wacko Jacko, where did that come from? Some English tabloids. I have a heart and i have feelings. I feel that when you do that to me. It's not nice. Don't do it. I'm not a wacko."

When i was wondering about sarcastic critisms people gave you about your face, you said this.

"You know, let's put it this way, if all the people in Hollywood who have had plastic surgery, if they went on vacation, there wouldn't be a person left in town."

When i was wondering were you that fine to be who you were and to survive all bad images media and people had pasted on you, you said this.

"I'm happy to be alive, i'm happy to be who i am."

And when i was wondering what would you say to everyone to at least prove that you were not guilty, you finally said this.

"I just want to say to fans in every corner of the earth, every nationality, every race, every language: i love you from the bottom of my heart. I would love your good prayers, and your goodwill, and please be with me and believe in me because i am completely, completely innocent."

that is why i love you.

Funny moments!

Here is another video showing MJ's funniest & sweetest & cutest moments. Girls, you must check this out!


He wouldn't even hurt that bug so what makes everyone think that he'd hurt little kids? He was kind of hesitating to do this and that was not because of his arrogance, but it just he was too shy. He was really a soft-spoken guy. This man was great at everything. He can sing, he looks like an angel, he can dance. He was the greatest person who ever lived. He's like an angel from heaven, like a test to see how everyone would treat him. I am so glad God created that wonderful man. :)


DAMNNNNN, HE WAS SO N SO N SOOOOOOOO ADORABLE WHEN HE GOT BLUSHED IN THE ZIPPER ACCIDENT AND WHEN HE WAS GIGGLING SAYING "SORRY, HI-I GOTTA GO!" AT 3.55!

Quote.

Ketika asyik berfikir aku terfikir tentang madah James Dean.
"dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."
Itulah yang aku sedang cuba lakukan sekarang.

Hensem jugak James Dean masa muda! haha xD

Marlon Brando yang hot! Gosh yang ini memang hot dari dulu.

Nak boyfriend ala2 mereka boleh tak? hahaha.

WAY - Where are you?

I miss someone who said this to me.

"u see hun,lets just 4get abt it and recall the happy times we had.
remember the 1st time we talked on ym? && i would never ever 4get tyme bulan puasa where we both chatting sambil tgu masa buka.n tyme sahur plak kte msg2.

Where are you dear? I want a hug from you. :(

Blalala.

He was listening to R.Kelly's Ignition.
I've seen this video for like 100 times and i just can't get enough of MJ.
See the way he smiled and danced to the camera at 1.04?
Damn he's so hot!
If i were inside the car beside his car, i think i would immediately jump out of the window to dance with him.

Here is another one with his sister Janet Jackson.
Damn he was sooooo friggin cute main Super Soaker! >.>

Know that kid? Yeap he is Macaulay Culkin, the cast of Home Alone. Sekarang dah besar dah, dah ada girlfriend pun.

This is when he did those POUTY FACES. The pout word itself makes me drooool all the way looking. He is soooooooooo good in making pouty faces. And absoofuckinglutely sexy too.

Hydrate.

Aku nak sangat tahu jawapan kepada banyak persoalan yang berlegar2 dalam minda aku ni. Banyak? Banyak like GILA GILAAAAAAAA. If only i knew what my destiny is, what awaits me ahead. Semalam (semalam lagi) aku pergi tonton cerita ini.

dan makan ini.
ratatouille?hahaha xD
Nasib malang sungguh, dah lah keluar lewat. Plan nak keluar pagi. Sekali Kak Mira cakap ada kelas keyboard jam 1.00pm. Sumpah siot gila. Lepas tu set time jam 2.00pm. Tapi tergendala jugak sebab HUJAN LEBAT seperti bebola air yang besar turun dari langit!

Okay, takde kena mengena. Lebih kurang jam 5.00pm kami sampai di tempat yang dijanjikan. Searching for waktu tayangan yang berdekatan. Namun nasib kami malang apabila tiket 5.20pm & 6.30pm sold out. Tapi takpelah boleh ambil waktu yang seterusnya (bersabar konon namun dalam hati rasa bagai nak gila). Aku tak kisah tapi Killer harus balik awal la kononnya, takut mak dia marah (CEYT). Akhirnya kami ambil keputusan untuk memilih waktu 7.45pm. Just in case you want to watch the movie pleaseee take not that tempoh tayangan adalah selama 2 JAM 45 MINIT. Yeaaaaaa! Sekejap je kan? It was not that bad just kali ni cerita dia meleret2 and lack of actions. Banyak love story la pulak. Tapi banyak juga yang kelakar. Tak faham sikit pun ada sebab aku dah lupa Order of the Phoenix, LOL. Ni ke yang media orang putih dok kritik baguih2? Ceq pun tak paham no. For me, so and so je la. Tepat 10.30pm kami keluar dari situ setelah melenguhkan bontot sekian lama dan menuju mencari kenderaan untuk pulang. Tapi aku rasa aku telah dijanjikan seseorang to fetch us namun aku tak tahu siapa! Hahahaaha. Sumpah biul. Sehinggalah jam 11.15pm tiada siapa yang datang menjemput kami. Beratus2 panggilan telah aku buat cuba mencapai ke semua orang (ni tipu la) dan akhirnya kami berjaya mendapatkan sebuah teksi. Haaahahaha..tadi tak reti pula nak cari kan. Dah nak mampus baru terkedek2 cari bantuan segera. Tapi memang at first kami taknak guna cab atas alasan duit. Ceyhhhh! Pergi mati sama duit. Hahahahaha. Alhamdulillah kami berhasil sampai di rumah masing2 sebelum jam 12.00am.
Aku ada beli sesuatu tentang dia di kedai buku. Untuk dua benda tersebut aku sanggup berhabis 50 bugs dan kalau nak dihitung2 sampai detik ini aku dah habis lebih kurang 70 bugs kerana dia. Tapi aku tak kisah. Walaupun duitku dikikis sedikit demi sedikit aku akan terus berusaha mencari jalan lain bagi mengisi kembali poket duitku yang semakin nipis. Aku penat. Aku memang penat membiarkan hidup aku seperti ini yang sentiasa dalam kepayahan mengulit moment terindah bersama dia. Namun aku redha kalau ini jalan takdirku. Aku penat juga lepas pulang ke rumah tapi aku takkan lepaskan setiap kesempatan yang ada untuk bersama dia. Aku biarkan mata dan seluruh jiwa ragaku berada bersama dia tak kira apa jua yang aku lakukan. Bahkan aku tak sengaja membiarkan imaginasi aku di luar batasan hingga sanggup membayangkan yang bersama aku ketika menonton HP ialah dia, bukan Killer. Bukannya aku sengaja mencipta khayalan itu tapi itu di luar kesedaran aku. And i could not focus on a few parts of the story because of that. If you are asking what is happening to me, aku sendiri buntu mencari jawapan untuk soalan itu. Senang cakap, tak tahu lah. Aku gila? Tidakkk. Kalau tak aku takkan buat blog ni. Sehingga pagi menjelang pun aku sukar memejamkan mata tapi akhirnya aku tertidur di dalam dakapannya yang megah berdiri di depan manusia. Bila aku terbangun dia masih berada di situ. Baik, aku rasa lebih bersedia menghadapi hari yang mendatang asalkan dia ada di samping aku no matter dalam bentuk apa sekali pun. Cukuplah, i'll continue later.

Psychiatric matter.

Boleh tak jangan jadi follower? Rimaslah! HAHA!
To all non-followers, thanks for reading.
I know this is not the best piece of writing but i am trying hardly as i can to make it better.
(tah sampai bilalah tu)

Ok? Tak? Abaikanlah entri ini.

Potion.

When I heard about your death, I fell upon the world, for me you were family. If I promise to hold you all of my days, would that be enough to show you my love? I can't express how much thoughts I'm feeling with you inside my head. Such words at such moments are empty of meaning, for me every single words you said are full of meaning. Like a river flows, surely to the sea, darling so it goes, some things are meant to be. What I best know, silence is the best remedy. But now you remain silent FOREVER. We know we had made you cry. Sometimes you wanna die, but do you really feel alive without us? If so, be free. You were so special and gifted. But the most valuable gift God ever gave us is YOU. I love you from the deepest, bottom of my heart, I really do. You are not alone and I'll always be there for you. You just reach out for me, my dear, in the morning, in the evening. Although you keep me crying every night since you announced your death I will always love you until my last breath. The world is missing you each day. Rest in peace, Michael. You know we will always have you in our heart. Love, Syahira Hashim, Malaysia.

Sharing some thoughts on behalf of Malaysian citizen on his official website.

Tambah sedih bila dengar song from a secret garden yang baru didengari di sebuah laman blog. You all know how beautiful that song is. I think i need a break. Words can't explain how saddened i am at the moment.
-.-

Rindu?

Aku tidak dapat melelapkan mata sepanjang malam. Aku tak tahu punca sebenarnya. Badan aku yang gemuk ni memang absofuckinglutelately penat yang teramat tapi mata aku yang tak kenal erti penat agaknya. Dah la hari Sabtu memang hari yang paling sibuk di dunia aku yang makin suram ni, boleh pulak mata buat hal. Haish. Apa yang aku tahu, aku sangat rindukan dia. Yes dia. Hanya dengan kehadiran dia yang boleh buat dunia aku kembali tersenyum riang. Tapi itu sesuatu yang sangat2 tak mungkin akan berlaku dan aku pasrah dengan ketentuan-Nya. Kadang2 aku rasa aku dah tak boleh nak masukkan input tentang apa2 cerita tentang dia ke dalam benakku. Sesungguhnya aku tak dapat menerima hakikat sehingga kini dan cerita2 tentangnya cuma menambahkan kepedihan di hati. Namun aku hanyalah manusia biasa yang ada rasa curios lalu aku gagahkan juga diri demi memenuhi kehendak hati.

time: approximately 2.00am

habis online.

time: 2.30am

siap2 nak tidur. baring golek2 atas katil.

time: 3.30am

masih terkial2 kasi mata tidur.

time: 4.30am

cacing perut berbunyi2 minta makanan sebab tak dinner tadi.

time: 5.30am

dah tak tahan dan terus ke dapur. hanya makan 2 keping roti bakar dan segelas susu suam.

time: 5.53am

naik ke bilik dan cuba melelapkan mata namun cubaan terakhir juga gagal.

time: 9.00am

tengok tv jap. bersiap untuk menghadapi hari sibuk.

time: 1.55pm

hampir 5 jam melawan rasa ngantuk di studio. akhirnya terlelap di kerusi bos.

time: 2.05pm

terjaga setelah habis saja kelas gitar.

time: 3.00pm

lunch time. nasi paprik & milo ais.

time: 3.30 - 6.00pm

tengok persembahan live band. bosan gila. tapi pakcik yang mengetuai live band tu sebijik macam Slash bekas gitaris Gun N Roses. LOL.

time: 6.15pm

abah suruh turun bawah join makan2. kenyang makan nasi pun belum hilang lagi dah kena paksa makan lagi. sabar je la. aku setuju je sebab abah nak belanja. hahaha. aku order Chick-A-Licious with black pepper sauce. kalau ambik mushroom sauce tak mencabar arr. black pepper pun memang kesukaan haku. hoho.

time: 6.40pm

gila kekenyangan...burppp.. tak habis pun. siyes lama gila nak habiskan sampai tinggal aku sorang je pemakan kat situ. aku suruh bungkus je baki chicken wing tak berusik. on the way naik atas, dengan rela hatinya aku dermakan chicken wing tersebut kepada seorang kakak. tapi pepsi aku bawa. LOL.

time: 7.02pm

sampai rumah! woohoo heavenly heaven!

Siapa cakap aku tak letih? Letih mental pun dah mencabar gila letih fizikal apatah lagi. Cuma aku tak tahu sampai kapan kerinduan dan emosi ini akan berakhir. Dalam tempoh waktu aku tak tidur tu ada sesuatu yang aku lakukan. Aku menyelami dan mendalami emosi2 aku melalui setiap emosi yang disampaikannya. Dia berhasil membuat aku tersenyum, menangis, gembira, sedih, tersenyum dalam tangisan, tersedu dan tersedan, bertenaga hingga diri menjadi terlalu taksub dan membuat aku rasa dia sentiasa berada di samping aku bagi menandakan aku tidak keseorangan. Tapi aku akui kalau aku taksub, ia salah aku kerana tidak dapat mengawal perasaan. Namun itulah emosi2 yang aku alami ketika bergabung bersama emosinya. Kata pepatah, kita hanya benar2 terkesan dengan kehilangan seseorang apabila orang tersebut dah takde di samping kita. Yea, memang sangat benar pepatah mengungkapkannya. Bila dia sentiasa berada bersama kita sama ada di luar batas kesedaran kita atau tak, their presence seems just usually normal. Tapi bila dia dah tinggalkan kita buat selama2nya, masa tu la baru kita sedar betapa pentingnya dia buat kita. Ini selalu terjadi dalam kehidupan kerana ia lumrah alam. Nak menangis air mata darah sekalipun, kalau dia takkan kembali ke sisi kita, ianya sia2 sahaja. Lepas tu kita mula berjanji terhadap diri sendiri yang kita takkan ulang kesilapan this and that yang mengakibatkan kita kehilangan dia. Atau janji kedua yang sering diungkapkan iaitu berjanji takkan mengulangi kesilapan dengan start menghargai orang2 yang berada di sekeliling kita tak kisahlah dia begitu penting, setengah penting atau tak penting langsung. Aku dah kehilangan 2 orang yang sangat aku sayangi di dunia ni dan aku memilih janji yang kedua. Aku tak tahu. Aku bingung. Why do i listen to songs that make me cry? Even better question, why do i listen to songs that make me miss you?

Cikgu perempuan yang beli piano Victor berharga 3700 bugs hari tu dah setuju nak trade in piano Apollo yang abah baru masuk stok dengan harga 6000 bugs. Kayo beb!!! Tapi tambah 1300 bugs je lagi. But it's still MONEY! KA-CHING! @_@
Apa2 pun aku berhasil cilok 50 bugs tanpa pengetahuan Kak Mira! Haha! Thanks abah! ;)
Anyway, gambar2 ada tapi tak dapat nak masuk sebab handphone murahan aku problem. Dasar murahan! Arghh!!! Bila la nak dapat handphone baru. ;(

Tale of two guys.

Tak silap aku empat hari lepas aku dengar American Top 40 kat FlyFm. Dah lama ar tak dengar rindu pula suara Ryan Seacrest. xD setelah ku amati bukan suara dia kedengarannya tetapi ada dua orang manusia yang bernama Kris Allen dan Adam Lambert yang menghoskan rancangan tersebut pada malam itu! I was gila shocked worrrr. Tune in terus tak berganjak2. Kira ok la mereka hos cuma ada slight difference dengan cara RS la. Boring sikit pun ada. Haha. Tapi mereka memang kelakar. I managed to discover one part of the show yang agak comel dan menggelikan jiwa raga. Lepas lagu I Know You Want Me nyanyian Pitbull habis, KA cakap macam ni "i know you want me by pitbull and this song goes meaningfully to Adam." Lepas tu mereka gelakkan AL. Hahahahaha. Gila ngok KA tu. Kesian AL. Lepas tu AL cakap "your wife said the same thing." And mereka duk gelakkan KA pula. LOL. Comel2 je mereka ni. Aku suka dengar AL gelak. Comel! Bila ketawa seseorang itu kedengaran comel, itu menandakan beliau memang seorang yang soft spoken. :)
Ada sorang fan ni call and tanya reaksi KA tentang pendedahan yang AL buat that day yang pasal he had a crush on KA. Tetiba AL menyampuk sambil buat suara perempuan "yeah! what do you feel when you heard it? did you feel embarass?" Hahahahaha. Gilo betul AL ni. Then KA pun menjawab "i don't feel embarass 'cause after that news came out, Adam texted me and said how embarassed he is for being so open." Lepas tu AL cakap "haha i didn't feel embarass that time but now i do." Then KA cakap "no, u don't." AL cakap "yes, i do." Lepas tu KA kata having a crush tu bukan benda besar pun, ala2 normal la. Phewshh gila sporting! AL pun menyetujuinya. Haha. Lepas tu mereka main2 cakap ada crush terhadap masing2. LOL.
I wish i have friends like them. Gusi pun mesti terlebih air liur dibuatnya.

Anything & everything.

1. how are you?
ok la.

2. who was the last person you hugged?
wan :)

3. look to your left, what do you see?
kerusi.

4. where do you like to be the most?
mauritiuss :D

5. whats your fave film?
semua yang best.

6. what does the last person you commented on myspace mean to you?
sweet friend.

7. what did you last laugh about?
abah buat lawak bodoh. haha.

8. where was your default took?
rumah aiman.

9. whats the first thing you look for in a girl/guy?
when you look me in the EYES :)

10. if your still in school, whats your fave lesson?
bahasa inggeris.

11. what do you work as / want to work as?
something yang menggajikan duit. ya DUIT!

12. do you play video games? if so, which is your fave game?
video game? dah lama tak main. haha.

13. who never fails to make you laugh?
my family :)

14. what are you listening to right now?
i'll be there - jackson 5

15. who did you last have a sleepover with?
miera and shida.

16. i bet you miss someone, who?!
yes dia. T_T

17. are you happy with your life right now?
tak sangat.

18. why did you last get upset?
tak ingat.

19. who was the last person you texted?
abang.

20. who do you live with?
keluarga saya.

21. do you like living with them?
bolehlah. haha.

22. whats your mood right now on myspace?
soreeee yang bermaksud petang. hahaha xD

24. did you realise that there was no 23?
tak pun.

25. what does your profile song mean to you?
everything i ever wanted in someone. ceyhhh haha xD

26. who did you last shout at and why?
abang sebab dia menjengkelkan.

27. are you normally a happy person?
tak kot? sebab saya gila + gila + gila - 2 kali gila orangnya. xD

28. what was the last thing you went to see in the movies and with who?
ice age 3. paein & boyfriend dia (tak ingat nama?)

29. whats your fave food?
apa2 yang ada ayam.

30. are you in love?
deeply with depp.

31. do you remember how you was 3 years ago?
very much indeed happy.

32. if so, does it make you cringe?
tak langsung.

33. if you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
Michael Jackson -.-

34. do you have any blogs on your myspace?
ada satu.

35. whats your fave thing in your room?
tilam je. hahaha.

36. is this quiz boring you?
not really.

37. if you had one wish, what would you wish for?
to bring him back alive.

38. when was the last time you lied?
semalam.

39. are your lips chapped?
no no no.

40. any last words?
i miss you so so much. my vow is for real. i miss you and i love you from the bottom of my heart. i really hope you can hear me wherever you are now. :)

Bang oh bang!

Mak aku suka sangat tengok cerita Sekar kat channel prima tu. Kenapa ek? Hahaha. Rasa geli hati pun ada. Dah terkenan sangat dengan Naysilla Mirdad tu agaknya. Bagi aku, cukup2 la dengan Intan yang sampai 263 episod hari tu. Malaaaaaaaaas dah nak ikut tengok cerita indon lagi. Lagi satu cerita Upik Abu & Laura! Dulu tengok la jugak kejap2 but now totally tak nak ikut dah. Makin lama macam makin bangang je plot dia. Plus makin lama makin busy. Tengok serombong kapal mak Laura tu je aku give up dah. Wahahahahahaha~

Tadi singgah Guardian jap beli concealer and some candies. Then aku offer Kak Ekin gula2 lepas tu dia cakap "Marco taknak bagi?" sambil sengih2 kat aku. Aku pun cakap la "nak ambik la sendiri ni" sambil tunjuk kat mereka. Leng chai tu senyum jee. Aku pulak takde kerja la nak mengadap dia tapi Jocker tetiba panggil. Dia nak pinjam handphone Kak Mira, nak korek gambar blue. LOL. Lepas bagi aku duduk sebelah dia berbual2 sambil memandang sekeliling. Bila berbual dengan Jocker kadang2 banyak cerita sebab dia memang suka 'bertanya' berbanding Jacp or Marco. Tak kekok langsung sampai gelak pun tak boleh nak cover. I wonder what he feels when he sees that but i really can't guess anything. Hmm. Lepas Jacp habis kerja, dia join kami. Jocker cakap something dengan dia most probably pasal aku la tu walaupun aku tak faham. Cilakak betol! Hahahaha :D
Aku boleh agak kot apa dia cakap. Tapi biarlah aku simpan sorang2. Ciscakeee~
Sekali lalu anak beranak ni, cap ibu cap anak. Putih melepak macam cina. Semua pandang macam tak pernah tengok.

Jocker: itu cina ke melayu?
Aku: cina + melayu.
Jocker: ?
Aku: mak dia cina, bapak dia melayu.
Jocker: oh. dia pandai cakap cina?
Aku: ye la. mak dia cina. mak dia cina kahwin dengan orang melayu.
Jocker: dia pandai cakap melayu?
Aku: pandai.
Jocker: *muka pelik* kenapa pandai?
Aku: sebab bapa dia melayu laa.
Jocker: ohh ok2.
Jacp: *gelak guling2*

Aku terkesima melihat kelembapan manusia sorang ni. Tapi aku hanya mampu bersabar.

Mak aku kasi berita baik punya buat Abang. Dia kata Wan setuju bagi duit untuk majlis reunion kolej dia minggu depan. 100 bugs a night? Cehhh...tercemburu pulak. Tapi Abang cakap dia pun tak sure nak pergi ke tak sebab monday dia kerja. tadi dia keluar pergi pecahkan duit. Pecahkan duit la konon. I asked for 30 bugs and he agreed to give. Hehe! 30 pun jadi wo... Sah jatuh miskin :(

Irritating.

time: 12.30pm
mood: baru bangun. xD

Hari ni kerja macam biasa tapi bangun lambat membuatkan aku sangat lesu nak keluar...

time: 2.30pm

Tak siap lagi. Online je tengok trailer upcoming movies.

time: 3.30pm

Mandi manda~

time: 5.30pm

Baru terhegeh nak pergi! Muahahaha~ nasib business sendiri.
Kak Mira masam muka je sebab aku lambat datang.
Siyes memang malas.
Lepas tu ada pulak sorang mak orang ni tak puas hati agaknya.
Dia cakap or lebih tepat lagi MENGADU kat Kak Mira company bising suruh bayar fees kelas piano anak dia awal bulan.
Lepas tu Kak Mira tanya kat aku, ada aku sms dia ke suruh macam tu.
Ha'ah memang aku sms dia pun. But at least i was being polite to her.
Bukannya mengamuk gila macam orang gila yang gila2.
And she explained to Kak Mira "gaji saya masuk tengah bulan maa".
Ok fine. Maybe aku tak tahu alasan dia kenapa bayar lewat but boleh tak reply je sms aku tu.
Cakap kat situ je la. Tak payah la tunggu sampai kelas hari ni and go whining there.
Ada je yang buat aku meletus ni kang.
Manusia2...
Entahlah. Aku tak tau kenapa aku tak suka bila tengok rekod fees ada yang kosong.
Rasa tak complete. Pastu dengan perangai manusia lagi.
Dah la nak bayar kang kena mengadap muka aku, so boleh tak sopan santun sikit?
Sikit pun jadi la.
Ni tak. Ada yang datang hantar anak/adik siap bagi muka toya kat we guys.
Come on la wey, hormat la sikit. Dah la datang tempat orang.
Yang pakai tudung pulak tu. What a shame.
Kadang manusia sekeliling aku ramai yang irritating gila babi.
Tak taulah kenapa.
Uiks, jangan marah aa?
Aku cuma bagi pendapat yang jujur je.

Selingan.

Abah cakap nak cari piano lagi petang tadi so aku kena stay kedai. Masa nak pergi toilet, aku terus tinggalkan kedai tanpa dikunci sebab ingat nak turun bawah kejap je. Tengah jalan aku dengar nama aku macam dipanggil. Aku toleh ke belakang. Tokey salon di sebelah, Jacp rupanya yang memanggil. Kami memulakan perbualan.

Jacp: juiji, nak pergi mana? (i have no idea why this mamat masih memanggil aku guna nama tu)
Aku: pergi toilet.
Jacp: jom pergi sama2 la.
Aku: jom.
*dalam perjalanan*
Jacp: juiji bila nak buat rambut lagi? hmm?
Aku: ntah.
Jacp: tamau ke?
Aku: ha'ah tamau.
Jacp: kenapa? buat la. rambut sudah bengkok.
Aku: mana ada bengkok. dia ikat la sebab tu jadi macam tu.
Jacp: buat la.
Aku: boleh. u belanja la.
Jacp: boleh.
Aku: ha ok la. kalau belanja baru i nak.
*sesampainya di laluan nak masuk toilet, ada sign toilet sedang dicuci*
Jacp: ala cuci la...
Aku: ala. jom pergi bawah.
Jacp: jom.
Aku: eh? tamau turun bawah?
Jacp: tamau la. bawah kotor. *sambil tersengih*
Aku: ....

Harap maklum, ini cuma cerita selingan sahaja. *gelak guling2*
I miss you so much..i can't think about anything else today. I keep searching for you & looking at your face everyday. I hope you can hear me wherever you are now. :(

RP.

Masa kat Riverdale Park hari tu aku sempat makan kat Pizza Hut. Huiks...cakap macam tak pernah pergi je. Hahaha. Keluar berempat dengan Kak Annis, Aiman & Aishah. Lepas makan pergi ikut Kak Annis untuk appointment Mary Kay dia. Lepak jap kat San Francisso sambil bawa Aishah jalan2 sementara tunggu Mama dia habis kerja. Sungguh membosankan like always! Lama gila pulak tu. Pukul 6.30 petang sampai sana, 10 lebih baru balik. Dah balik tu keluar pula balik nak pergi dinner. Malas + penat nak pergi jauh2, kedai tepi jalan dah cukup baik! Masa sampai, Kak Annis turunkan aku and Aiman dulu and bawa 'tetamu' dia cari tempat dulu. 'Tetamu' yang dimaksudkan ialah kawan dia yang masa appointment tu lah sapa lagi. Bayangkanlah...nak makan tepi jalan je tapi baju macam nak makan kat hotel 8 bintang! Ahahahaha. Sebab balik malas nak tukar baju. Nasib la, sapa suruh makan kat situ. On the way cari tempat, Kak Annis call aku suruh tolong orderkan dia food dulu sebab dia nak gi fetch abang iparku. Aku pulak dengan sengal2 bengapnya iyakan saja tanpa mendengar butir percakapannya. Lepas dah duduk kita orang order food masing2 sambil menunggu. Dalam 10 minit, Kak Annis sampai. Dia tanya dah order belum makanan dia, aku pun tercengang2 dengan muka tanpa rasa bersalah, menggeleng2 kepala. Dia pun dengan muka macam nak hempuk orang dengan kerusi terus mendengus perlahan dan order sendiri. Eh apasal ayat cam buat novel? Hahaha...gila skema.. Makanan pun sampai and kami makan semua makan dengan rakusnya.. Tengah2 sedap merakuskan diri tiba2 kedai dan jiran2 kedai blackout! Nasib baik tak tersudu hidung! Bukan kedai dan jiran2 kedai je takde lampu, satu area termasuk rumah2 kat situ semua blackout. Aku terus je la makan macam biasa. Dah lama sikit ada orang datang pasang lilin. Sampai kat meja kami, dia letak 2 batang. Yang duduk depan aku ialah abang ipar aku. Bila tengah syok makan macam tu terasa ala2 candlelight dinner pula.. Gila romantik! Hahaha! Pengalaman yang takkan dilupakan kot. Pertama kali dalam hidup aku makan kat kedai tetiba blackout. Tapi kalau ikutkan, aku tak nak la lagi sekali or dua tiga kali macam tu. Tak best pun sebab kalau nak candlelight dinner betul2 baik gi tempat yang betul2 kan? Betul tak? Betul3! Wahahahaha. Then kami pun balik rumah lebih kurang pukul 12 malam. Penat tapi had fun! Kalau boleh hari2 nak macam tu, takde stress sangat. Kalau balik rumah ni memang HEAVEN stress! Ganti hell, indah sikit bak kata orang tu! Hehe! Entri panjang2 ni tak best baca sebab pening kepala. So sambung nanti la.

Sedih ke?

Ha'ah, cik Peah rasa sedih hari ni.












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