There's some things we don't talk about, rather do without and just hold the smile, falling in and out of love, ashamed and proud of, together all the while.
You can never say never, why we don't know when time and time again, younger now than we were before. Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go.
Picture, you're the queen of everything, as far as the eye can see under your command, I will be your guardian when all is crumbling, I'll steady your hand.
We're pulling apart and coming together again and again, we're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
Remember all the things we wanted, now all our memories they're haunted, we were always meant to say goodbye. Even with our fists held high, it never would've worked out right, we were never meant for do or die. I didn't want us to burn out, I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop.
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road, someone's gotta go, and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better, but I want you to move on, so I'm already gone.
Looking at you makes it harder, but I know that you'll find another, that doesn't always make you want to cry. Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in, perfect couldn't keep this love alive. You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go.
I'm already gone, already gone, you can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong, I'm already gone, already gone, there's no moving on so I'm already gone.
Already gone, already gone, already gone, already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah, lalala
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road, someone's gotta go, and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better, but I want you to move on, so I'm already gone.
Looking at you makes it harder, but I know that you'll find another, that doesn't always make you want to cry. Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in, perfect couldn't keep this love alive. You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go.
I'm already gone, already gone, you can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong, I'm already gone, already gone, there's no moving on so I'm already gone.
Already gone, already gone, already gone, already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah, lalala
Deep conversation.
Dear God,
Today is a very special day.
Today is his birthday.
Today is the first time ever I cried on someone's birthday.
But I don't mind. Just once in my life, I want this day to be remembered 'til my last breath.
Today is the day.
I know he is beside You, I know he's with You.
Please God, whatever it is, whatever he ever asked, wanted and pleaded from You that You had not or did not give to him while he was here.
From the bottom of my heart, I am pleading You to give it to him.
Even if it will take my own life.
I was already dead once. I don't mind to be dead twice.
It is something I cannot help, okay?
I don't know my destiny, but I know I'm destined to love him forevermore.
And to you my beloved, wherever you are now, happy birthday.
Eventhough I have lost all hopes, on you, I'll never lost hope.
I hope you'll get what you've always wanted.
Don't worry 'bout anything. Just take a very good care of yourself.
In our darkest hour, in my deepest despair which I'm carrying now.
In my trials, and my tribulations.
Through my doubts and frustrations.
In my violence, in my turbulence.
Through my fear and my confessions.
In my anguish and my pain.
Through my joy and my sorrow.
In the promise of another tomorrow.
I'll never let you part, for you always in my heart.
Today is a very special day.
Today is his birthday.
Today is the first time ever I cried on someone's birthday.
But I don't mind. Just once in my life, I want this day to be remembered 'til my last breath.
Today is the day.
I know he is beside You, I know he's with You.
Please God, whatever it is, whatever he ever asked, wanted and pleaded from You that You had not or did not give to him while he was here.
From the bottom of my heart, I am pleading You to give it to him.
Even if it will take my own life.
I was already dead once. I don't mind to be dead twice.
It is something I cannot help, okay?
I don't know my destiny, but I know I'm destined to love him forevermore.
And to you my beloved, wherever you are now, happy birthday.
Eventhough I have lost all hopes, on you, I'll never lost hope.
I hope you'll get what you've always wanted.
Don't worry 'bout anything. Just take a very good care of yourself.
In our darkest hour, in my deepest despair which I'm carrying now.
In my trials, and my tribulations.
Through my doubts and frustrations.
In my violence, in my turbulence.
Through my fear and my confessions.
In my anguish and my pain.
Through my joy and my sorrow.
In the promise of another tomorrow.
I'll never let you part, for you always in my heart.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Funny or just... Disturbing?
Before I begin, I have to say my apologies to all Jonas Brothers fans. I will admit that I like some of their songs. And I know you're doing this for the fans, Joe, but dancing in tight pants and high heels only makes me question your sexuality.
I'm not saying that he's gay or anything, but there you go. I'll let you be the judge.
I'm not saying that he's gay or anything, but there you go. I'll let you be the judge.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
love struck!
I'm craving for you and just like a foolThere's no one that can top top top your smile!
Can you?
Take me where I've never been, help me on my feet again, show me that good things come to those who wait. Tell me I'm not on my own, tell me I won't be alone, tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake. 'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can. Save me from myself, you can. And it's you and no one else. If I could wish upon tomorrow, tonight would never end. If you asked me I would follow, but for now I'll just pretend. Baby, when you look at me, tell me what do you see. Are these the eyes of someone you could love? 'Cause everything that brought me here well, now it all seems so clear. Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of, if anyone can make me fall in love, you can. Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes, bring me to my knees and make me cry, and no one's ever done this, everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know. This is where it all begins, so tell me it will never end, I can't fool myself, it's you and no one else.
To you,
When I think back on these times and the dreams we left behind, I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life. When I look back on these days, I look and see your face; you were right there for me. In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky, in my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me, and everywhere I am, there you'll be. You know you showed me how it feels, to feel the sky within my reach, and I always will remember all the strength you gave to me. Your love made me make it through, oh but listen, I owe so much to you. 'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength. And I want to thank you now for all the ways. From the deepest of my heart I want you to know that I love you and will always do no matter what they say.
To you,
When I think back on these times and the dreams we left behind, I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life. When I look back on these days, I look and see your face; you were right there for me. In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky, in my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life. I'll keep a part of you with me, and everywhere I am, there you'll be. You know you showed me how it feels, to feel the sky within my reach, and I always will remember all the strength you gave to me. Your love made me make it through, oh but listen, I owe so much to you. 'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength. And I want to thank you now for all the ways. From the deepest of my heart I want you to know that I love you and will always do no matter what they say.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Final words.
I say,
"About those words I said telling you to go away, I really meant it. Things are getting harder, and about you, it did not turn out as I expected. I want to stop wasting my time counting on you and on hopes. I have loved you for a long time and that's not what I want to discuss. I know there is something fishy going on with your studies and yourself. Don't explain, okay? I don't feel like being a confidante. And you won't tell either. I am just a fragile, unfortunate delicate child who can't deal with too much pressure. I don't want us to get into another serious quarrel. I don't want that to happen 'cause if it happened once again, just once, there is a huge possibility I may not be your friend ever again. I think it is quite obvious that I am not a quarrelsome, right? Celebrating this Holy Month of Ramadhan as well, I don't want to pick up another fight. I can't cope with things now. I can't understand you like I used to. Sometimes you can be so cordial, in other times you can be real sarcastic. Much to my expectation too, you do not love me as much as I love you. That is why I said, just go ahead with your studies and stop worrying about me 'cause you can't cope with two things or more at one time unless you are a genius. When it comes to what had happened, seriously I can't cope. 1 month and half, loads happened in between. I don't want cheesy things like that keep bugging my head on and on. I seem happy everywhere I expose myself, don't be fooled. Don't you be fooled too. People see me as a strong one, I am fragile inside. My words may be strong, my mind isn't. I lost my spirit again. And this time, it took my entire life. It isn't just about my studies and myself, it is far beyond that. IT TOOK AWAY MY HAPPINESS. Do you know that I wish, how I wish I am not passing through this hell. Yes, you can never imagine the pain I am carrying. That is why I feel it in a usual way when you keep saying about pain even though I understand the difficulties you are in. So, if you think this is just another same and lame obstacle we as human are facing, you're mistaken. Therefore, don't you say you understand how I felt and currently feel. I hope we will finally able to sort out things."
This is the real extract.
"About those words I said telling you to go away, I really meant it. Things are getting harder, and about you, it did not turn out as I expected. I want to stop wasting my time counting on you and on hopes. I have loved you for a long time and that's not what I want to discuss. I know there is something fishy going on with your studies and yourself. Don't explain, okay? I don't feel like being a confidante. And you won't tell either. I am just a fragile, unfortunate delicate child who can't deal with too much pressure. I don't want us to get into another serious quarrel. I don't want that to happen 'cause if it happened once again, just once, there is a huge possibility I may not be your friend ever again. I think it is quite obvious that I am not a quarrelsome, right? Celebrating this Holy Month of Ramadhan as well, I don't want to pick up another fight. I can't cope with things now. I can't understand you like I used to. Sometimes you can be so cordial, in other times you can be real sarcastic. Much to my expectation too, you do not love me as much as I love you. That is why I said, just go ahead with your studies and stop worrying about me 'cause you can't cope with two things or more at one time unless you are a genius. When it comes to what had happened, seriously I can't cope. 1 month and half, loads happened in between. I don't want cheesy things like that keep bugging my head on and on. I seem happy everywhere I expose myself, don't be fooled. Don't you be fooled too. People see me as a strong one, I am fragile inside. My words may be strong, my mind isn't. I lost my spirit again. And this time, it took my entire life. It isn't just about my studies and myself, it is far beyond that. IT TOOK AWAY MY HAPPINESS. Do you know that I wish, how I wish I am not passing through this hell. Yes, you can never imagine the pain I am carrying. That is why I feel it in a usual way when you keep saying about pain even though I understand the difficulties you are in. So, if you think this is just another same and lame obstacle we as human are facing, you're mistaken. Therefore, don't you say you understand how I felt and currently feel. I hope we will finally able to sort out things."
This is the real extract.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Selamat Berpuasa!
Semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna, hanya itu pintaku. Memang ia sudah terlebih makna pun sekarang.
-.-
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Kisah duit & jam.
Aku tertipu. Jocker ye ye cakap kat aku dia beli jam CK. Siap tunjuk gambar yg dia snap kat henpon. Dah la aku ni lurus escalator! Ini baru penipuan pertama. terus percaya tapi tak la sepenuhnya sebab pelik kenapa dia tak pakai. Aku pun puji2 la dia kata dia dah kaya lah apa lah pastu tanya kenapa tak pakai jam tuh? Sekali dia cakap, kejap ek, kejap. Jap lagi dia datang balik kat aku dengan jam dah siap di pergelangan tangannya. Wowza! Berkerut2 muka aku menatap jam itu.
Aku tak berapa ingat la rupa dia tapi macam tu la kot? haha. Tetiba dia cakap "haha. bukan i punya lah. marco punya. dia beli RM1100 woh." yea tu lah penipuan kedua! Ciscake punya tongsan! Penat aku je puji dia dah kaya la apa lah sekali hujung2 cerita, bukan dia punya pun. Saja nak promote Marco kat aku ke hape hah? Sabar je la. Dalam geram tu rasa kelakar juga sebab aku lurus kalah bendul. ahahahahahhah. terima kasih kerana memperbodohkan aku.
Aku mempunyai banyak angan2 untuk memiliki jam tangan CK. It's okay, like someone said, berangan tak payah bayar pun. Aku suka sebab design dia pelik2. Antara yg paling buat mata aku bersinar-sinar bila tengok yg ni lah.
Bersinar-sinar nak tengok je. Takde lah sampai nak beli. Haha. Tapi agak2 kalau beli cool tak? Yg pertama tuh terlalu keperempuanan which i don't like to let it represent myself in that kinda way. Ye mereka adalah kaum jam yang pelik! Yg bulat, bengkok, panjang, lebar, lonjong, gemuk, kurus, tua, muda semua ada! Haha! Walaupun pepelik tapi mereka pelik yang menarik.
Yg ni paling best! Haihhhh! Macam purse dah! @_@Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Send It On - Disney' Friends for Change.
SUMPAH AKU CEMBURU TENGOK NICK MAIN GUITAR UNTUK MILEY. LM**O. NICK PULOK YG AKU DOK CEMBURUKAN! TENGOK JOE MERENUNG DEMI PUN AKU CEMBURU UNTA GAK! HAHAHA. XD
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Smile.
Hari tu aku mimpi mak aku. Dia cakap, dia dah buat keputusan nak tinggalkan anak-anak dia. Kita orang yg anak2 dia ni bantah and tak kasi dia pergi tapi dia tetap berdegil. Tapi aku tau dia pun tak sanggup sebab aku nampak dia sedih cuma aku tak tau reason kenapa dia nak tinggalkan kita orang. Lepas tu dia kata, kalau dia datang semula dalam hidup kami a.k.a kembali mencari anak2 dia, dia minta kami jangan pedulikan dia langsung. Kalau mak korang cakap macam tu direct depan korang, mesti korang faham apa yang aku rasa kan? And u know what? In the future dalam mimpi tu perkara tu betul2 terjadi. 1 day aku nampak dia somewhere in town pegang gambar anak2 dia and tanya orang samada kenal anak2 dia ataupun tidak. Dalam ramai2 tu dia tak perasan aku ada lalu sebelah dia. Dalam hati aku sangat meronta2 nak peluk dia. tapi aku ingat pesan dia kalau suatu hari ternampak dia lagi, jangan tegur dia atau apa pun. Aku tak tau kenapa aku patuh arahan dia tu. Tu yang sangat melukakan hati aku. Aku cuma pandang dia berlalu dengan mata yang berkaca. Sedih sangat kot sebab tu bila terjaga air mata merembes keluar. Haha. Selalunya camtu la. Maksud dia tak kasi tegur tu maybe sebab dia nak tengok kami dari jauh tanpa perlu berjumpa dengannya. But why? Sumpah mimpi itu aneh. entahlah. Tapi aku memang sedih. Aku rasa kalau mimpi tentang dia yang tu paling teruk lah. Ada sekali tu mimpi nampak dia menyapu dari jauh pun sedar2 je dah menangis. Serious cakap, tiap kali aku mimpi mak yang sedih je aku mesti sedih sebab ia selalu mimpi yang sedih. Berbelit-belit tak? haha. Pastu sedar2 je ada air mata mengalir. Rupanya aku nangis masa tidur. Bila aku cerita kat dia, macam kelakar je bunyinya tapi entahlah. perkara2 pelik tapi benar memang selalu terjadi dalam kehidupan. Ia terpulang la pada kita untuk menentukan maksudnya tanpa mengetahui apa yang telah tersirat. Di hujung hari, hanya ada satu kesimpulan. Nak tau?
"Smile, though your heart is aching.
Smile, even though it’s breaking,
when there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by.
If you smile, with your fear and sorrow,
smile and maybe tomorrow,
you’ll find that life is still worthwhile,
if you just light up your face with gladness,
hide every trace of sadness,
although a tear maybe ever so near,
that’s the time you must keep on trying.
Smile, what’s the use of crying,
you’ll find that life is still worthwhile,
if you just smile. :)"
That's what he thought me. I missed you.
Smile, even though it’s breaking,
when there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by.
If you smile, with your fear and sorrow,
smile and maybe tomorrow,
you’ll find that life is still worthwhile,
if you just light up your face with gladness,
hide every trace of sadness,
although a tear maybe ever so near,
that’s the time you must keep on trying.
Smile, what’s the use of crying,
you’ll find that life is still worthwhile,
if you just smile. :)"
That's what he thought me. I missed you.
Read this, love.
Dear Love.
My world is cloudy. The sun does not appear to insist on joy and warm my heart. Why?
There are many days that my heart cries and can not leave this prison of sorrow. The pain is so much that I am breathless. It seems that nostalgia begins to take care of me, and my heart begins to shrink from pain, a hand to shake it you know? Will it kill him? I am a nightmare. I am dreaming that I stopped to see you, I gotta hear. What? Where are you? Appears now please, I can't handle this more silence. Are you there? Listen to me, please, wherever you are now. I'm begging for your presence.
Tried all life as we would find an angel. I would like to know your personality, your voice and your appearance. I can embrace it and ask you how was the sky. So find the peace I needed in my life. One day I discovered this angel. I was happy to learn that it had a name: YOU! By you, all that I know now in life-God, can be slow to show me the image of the angel, but showed me in a wonderful and true.
He is for all my life an example to follow. My source of inspiration.
I am a fan he is the only real man on Earth;
I am a fan he has a huge heart and wonderful;
I am a fan so he made the world, giving them hope;
I am a fan for his smile and happiness he gave to me;
I am a fan for his wonderful eye, the truth and purity that they envy so much. I am fan of him all that he has been and will in the world and in my life. He taught me to live. He gave me a world of dreams. He taught me to love. He showed me the sky and told me he was a star, a star that shines and inhabits the moon. A man eternal. An angel on Earth.
My world is cloudy. The sun does not appear to insist on joy and warm my heart. Why?
There are many days that my heart cries and can not leave this prison of sorrow. The pain is so much that I am breathless. It seems that nostalgia begins to take care of me, and my heart begins to shrink from pain, a hand to shake it you know? Will it kill him? I am a nightmare. I am dreaming that I stopped to see you, I gotta hear. What? Where are you? Appears now please, I can't handle this more silence. Are you there? Listen to me, please, wherever you are now. I'm begging for your presence.
Tried all life as we would find an angel. I would like to know your personality, your voice and your appearance. I can embrace it and ask you how was the sky. So find the peace I needed in my life. One day I discovered this angel. I was happy to learn that it had a name: YOU! By you, all that I know now in life-God, can be slow to show me the image of the angel, but showed me in a wonderful and true.
He is for all my life an example to follow. My source of inspiration.
I am a fan he is the only real man on Earth;
I am a fan he has a huge heart and wonderful;
I am a fan so he made the world, giving them hope;
I am a fan for his smile and happiness he gave to me;
I am a fan for his wonderful eye, the truth and purity that they envy so much. I am fan of him all that he has been and will in the world and in my life. He taught me to live. He gave me a world of dreams. He taught me to love. He showed me the sky and told me he was a star, a star that shines and inhabits the moon. A man eternal. An angel on Earth.
Dark tracks.
Roda takdir berputar mengikut paksinya. Apa yang ditakdirkan, itulah yang berlaku. Lalu aku nekad untuk lari dari dunia magis ini. Sukar untuk aku pastikan sama ada betul atau tidak keputusan yang aku ambil ni. Tapi aku teruskan juga. Pelik bukan? Setelah segala kebenaran terbukti, hati ini jadi tenang. Memang sukar dipercaya Louis tergamak mengkhianati aku, plan Helios, komplot dan perasaan seseorang yang tidak pernah aku temui tapi rupa parasnya begitu aku kenali - Soileh. Jika ditakdirkan sudah sampai masanya aku pergi, aku harap ini semua bukan disebabkan Helios malah seluruh dunia termasuk dunia manusia. Buat pertama kali dan juga terakhir baru aku dapat rasakan betapa perlunya aku dalam hidup ni.
Things you don't know about me.
clothes and magazines.
When was the last time you threw up?
2.8.09.
What's your favorite word or phrase?
approximately!
Name 3 people who made you smile today?
jocker, abah, kak mira.
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
tidur.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
online.
What is your favorite holiday?
bila satu keluarga dapat meluangkan masa bersama2 :)
Have you ever been to another country?
selalu dalam mimpi. haha.
What is the last thing you said aloud?
coz I miss youu babe~
What is the best ice cream flavor?
chocolattesss.
What was the last thing you had to drink?
plain water.
What are you wearing right now?
shorts and shirt.
What was the last thing you ate?
ice cream.
Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
nope.
When was the last time you ran?
cnt recall.
What's the last sporting event you watched?
EPL.
If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
I just wanna be with that guy, wherever he is now. yes that guy.
Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
syafiq itik!
Ever go camping? nope :(
Do you have a tan?
nope.
Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
ye kot? haha.
What is your guilty pleasure?
loads.
Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot?
a lot but not that lot. lol.
Do you drink your soda from a straw?
yes.
What did your last text message say?
cakap dengan hasya, mummy otw balik.
Are you someone's best friend?
yes yess.
What are you doing tomorrow?
pegi sana, pegi sini, blabla.
Where is your mom right now?
tengok Sekar. haha.
Look to your left, what do you see?
flowers.
What color is your watch?
seriously, dah lama tak pakai jam. T_T
What do you think of when you think of Australia?
gold coast, sydney and and salaam namaste :D
Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
hahaha. tak pernah. yea saya memang penakut.
What is your birthstone?
topaz! xD
Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
i go in most of the time.
Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?
if I hate them, I’ll surely erase them right away.
Do you have a dog?
neh but dog is cute. >.>
Last person you talked to on the phone?
abah.
Any plans today?
after this? tido laa.
Are you happy?
deeply, I ain’t.
Where are you right now?
home.
Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
cash.
Last song listened to?
hold my hand.
Last movie you saw?
g.i joe: the rise of cobra.
Are you allergic to anything?
seafood. T_T
Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
sneakers.
Are you jealous of anyone?
totallyyy!
Are you married?
kinda.
Is anyone jealous of you?
who?
Do any of your friends have children?
yeah.
Do you eat healthy?
not really.
What do you usually do during the day?
at studio, freezing.
Do you hate anyone right now?
nope.
Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
not really.
How many kids do you want when you're older?
approximately 2-3.
How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
19. T_T
Have you ever been to Six Flags?
ohh tidaak.
How did u get one of your scars?
jatuh basikal. huwaaaa. T_T
Monday, August 10, 2009
Kesusahan ialah kawan saya!
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the morn, oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control
He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine
Ahh~
Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road
He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine
oh oh
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win but I'm a sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine
ahh~
How I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave,
I try, oh oh I try!
oh oh je all the way nyanyi! haha :D
Sunday, August 9, 2009
I don't want to miss a thing.
Watch you smile while you are sleeping, while you far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
I don’t wanna close my eyes, i don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I miss you babe, and I don’t want to miss a thing
‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do, I’d still miss you babe
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing
Then I kissed your eyes and thank God we’re together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever
And I don’t wanna miss one smile
I don’t wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just wanna stay in this moment, for all the rest of time
You missed...me?
Buzzed me all of a sudden... Why?
Rindu? Ke aku yang perasan sendiri? Aku rindukan kau? Setahu aku, kebelakangan ni aku tak terfikirkan kau langsung. Bermimpikan kau pun tidak. Kenapa juga kau mengganggu ketenteraman? Sekadar mahu tahu aku masih hidup dengan bernafas menghirup toksik yang kau racunkan di udara? Atau saja mahu mendarahkan luka yg dah lama berparut? *mendarahkan? haha bantai!* Tapi kau juga tidak berkata apa2 selepas itu. Aku bingung. Kalau benar kau ada sesuatu yang kau mahu aku tahu, just say it out loud. Jangan bermain hide and seek dengan aku. Aku tak mampu membaca fikiran kau. Kalau aku mampu, aku takkan macam orang dungu terkial mencari jawapan. Aku pun tidak mempunyai jawapan untuk segala persoalan yang memeningkan itu. For me, God knows the best. Sudahlah, aku tak mampu berkata2 lagi bila saja ia berkenaan kau. hiduplah dengan gembira di samping orang2 yang mampu membahagiakan kau jika itu boleh buat kau gembira. Aku? Aku sentiasa bersedia menerima kau kembali dalam hidup aku yg serbi kekurangan ni. Cuma pesanan aku, akan tiba suatu saat nanti di mana hati aku setawar air sirap tanpa gula menolak kau sekeras-kerasnya jauh dari hidup aku, dan kalau ia terjadi jangan pernah kau menyesali keadaan itu. Aku tidak berdoa supaya ia terjadi. Dan jangan bimbang, aku sudah lama maafkan segala perbuatan baik & buruk kau.
Rindu? Ke aku yang perasan sendiri? Aku rindukan kau? Setahu aku, kebelakangan ni aku tak terfikirkan kau langsung. Bermimpikan kau pun tidak. Kenapa juga kau mengganggu ketenteraman? Sekadar mahu tahu aku masih hidup dengan bernafas menghirup toksik yang kau racunkan di udara? Atau saja mahu mendarahkan luka yg dah lama berparut? *mendarahkan? haha bantai!* Tapi kau juga tidak berkata apa2 selepas itu. Aku bingung. Kalau benar kau ada sesuatu yang kau mahu aku tahu, just say it out loud. Jangan bermain hide and seek dengan aku. Aku tak mampu membaca fikiran kau. Kalau aku mampu, aku takkan macam orang dungu terkial mencari jawapan. Aku pun tidak mempunyai jawapan untuk segala persoalan yang memeningkan itu. For me, God knows the best. Sudahlah, aku tak mampu berkata2 lagi bila saja ia berkenaan kau. hiduplah dengan gembira di samping orang2 yang mampu membahagiakan kau jika itu boleh buat kau gembira. Aku? Aku sentiasa bersedia menerima kau kembali dalam hidup aku yg serbi kekurangan ni. Cuma pesanan aku, akan tiba suatu saat nanti di mana hati aku setawar air sirap tanpa gula menolak kau sekeras-kerasnya jauh dari hidup aku, dan kalau ia terjadi jangan pernah kau menyesali keadaan itu. Aku tidak berdoa supaya ia terjadi. Dan jangan bimbang, aku sudah lama maafkan segala perbuatan baik & buruk kau.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
G.I Joe & stunning chicks!
Sebagai tambahan kepada gadis2 yg pernah aku paparkan dulu.
Kak Hunny <3
Jennifer Love Hewitt
Janet Jackson
Megan Fox
Carmen Electra
Sienna Miller! GO GIRL!!
I was suffering insomnia again yesterday, yet i still text ngan Ara. Very semangat our conversation was! hahaha. I ended up sleeping at approximately 5 in the morning. I have to wake up at 8 actually, out of my realization when suddenly i realized why did i have to wake up that early 'cause guitar & drum classes had already been postponed to Sunday? Shitty me. Penat je aku terkial2 bangun, tapi still kena siap2 juga lah kan. Pagi2 ramai nak pakai tandas awam! Sapa lambat nasib la! Wawawawa. After spending so many hours handling this and that, makan (makan pun berjam ke? haha) & melayan kerenah Aiman yg suka buat aku hilang sabar, finally me and Killer bertolak ke destinasi yg ingin dituju. Siyes, we did not actually miss the 6.15pm showtime but INTENTIONALLY picked the 6.55pm showtime. Sebab apa? Sebab seat tak best, dapat seat tepiii sekali. And Killer usually will ask me about picking up seats. Kalau aku kata ok baru kita orang confirm, kalau aku kata taknak means it's a no! Hehe! Thanks honey! Sayang kau lebih la yang! xD yeah, it happens 'cause we are like twins. We share 99.9% of same interests. Even every single person around us tells us the same thing! hee. Ok enough of that. We went to watch this.
Channing Stunning Tatum!
Damit! Saja je letak poster Duke punya! Hahahaha. (elele ada orang cover sengih) Geesh! Suddenly i feel like i just love Channing Tatum. Yeah yeah yeah, i know it's lame with Step Up, She's The Man & Fighting, but i do think that he was really sweet in the movie. Bayangkanlah, just Baroness (his ex-gf which also his enemy) yg iye2 blasah dia but he never fought back. Dem. Kalau aku dah lama hilang sabar! Haha. Rileks2 emosional pulak. Kalah bini CT dan bini dia yg mungkin sedang membaca entri ni! haha! Sienna Miller memang best. tu yg pi buh gambar dia tu! xD dah lah gorgeous, stunning, model lagi, she was even fighting with 6 inches high heels u know! Dulu aku kurang minat dia la, tau pun tau muka ngan nama je but now i totally like her. For this movie, i give 5 stars. Ending macam tergantung that's why i bet there must be a sequel next. Emm, what would the title be uh? The Rise of Kuda? gahaha xD
ohh yeah, there was Brendan Fraser and Jonathan Pryce too which i did not notice in the list of casting. Ramai gila tengok cerita tu. Oh mummy, i forgot to wear the mask. Sorry! Killer dah ready pakai awal2, masa beli popcorn lagi. hahaha. Memang kat campus dia pun dah mula pakai dah. Aku pun nak pakai juga pasni memandangkan keadaan yg semakin meruncing sekarang. After watching the movie, we went together like always to find a cab. Hihi! Yang tak bestnya cab ada, pemandunya pula tiada. Ada dua cab tapi dua2 takde supir. Ciscake gilerr. I was really exhausted to be true but mana lah pakcik teksi yang hilang entah ke mana tu tau kan. Mula2, kita orang je kat situ. Tetiba datang lagi 2 orang. Sorang laki sorang perempuan, dua2 bertubuh normal. Lebih kurang beberapa minit kemudian, datang dua orang lagi, sorang lelaki ala2 Sean Kingston, sorang perempuan bertudung tak cukup tutup. Bila dorang dah jauh skit aku pun nyanyi.
"Say all, sean kingston!"
killer menyambung..."you're way too beautiful girl, that's why it will never work..."
Setelah terbahak2 ketawa tak lama kemudian datangseekor sebiji sebuah cab yang bernama Ragamkenainjitsingh a/l jagajagadiakiciksingh. Dah lah berhenti punya la jauh aku nak menapak, bila tanya boleh hantar ke kawasan sekian2 ke tak, bagi alasan pula lagi. Setelah melakukan perbincangan sekejap ngan Killer, kami memutuskan "take it or leave it". So we took the cab.
Cerita tak habis lagi la. Haha. Masa dalam cab tu aku mencipta satu drama. Aku ikut slang India tu. Killer actually knew what i was all about. So she just followed up to all my actions. Haha. Come on la dey, i was only wanted to tease him. Lalu bermulalah satu episod drama keling.
Aku: (bukakan pintu untuk Killer dalam slang india) ladies first, ladies first.
Killer: oh so you are not a lady la?
Aku: yes yes.
Taxi driver: oh so you are not lady? then who are you?
Me: i am a man. i am a man on the outside. Lady on the inside. *ada orang tahan gelak*
Taxi driver: *tersengih je sepanjang masa* oh a man..
Aku: yes, i am not a lady. i'm ladybug. i'm not ladylike.
Killer: *giggling as hard as she can tried to cover her laugh. haha*
Taxi driver: oh ok2. so you are a tomboy huh?
Aku: no noo. i am not a tomboy.
Taxi driver: then you said you're a man? so you must be a tomboy.
Aku: no no. tomboy has a short hair. i have a long hair.
Taxi driver: *giggling* who are you? you can speak indian slang uh. but you're not indian.
Aku: yes yes. i can speak indian slang. come on la, both my sisters also can speak indian slang, how come i cannot? aiyoo.
Killer: *dah start nak gelak menggila*
Taxi driver: but you are not indian. how come?
Aku: oh, i'm from Indiana, USA.
Taxi driver: *laughing* oh ok2, i see.
Bila naik cab pakcik Melayu, keluar lagu radio Era. Bila naik cab apek cina, keluar lagu radio MY.fm. Bila naik cab India, keluar lagu hindustan.
Aku: *talking to Killer* ey, there's music. dance la. u don't wanna dance kaa?
Killer: no no. *shook her head*
Aku: alaa, dance laa. *again she shook her head*
Aku cuba bermacam2 benda dalam cab India tu. Tarik tisu, tekan pintu, ketuk pintu, goncang popcorn yg belum habis, goncang ais dalam tinggal dalam coke, last sekali sendawa kuat yang direka. Part goncang2 ngan sendawa tu Killer dah tak tahan nak gelak. India tu lak layan je. Nasib ah. Haha.
Taxi driver: ok, where are we going after this?
Aku: where uh? *looking at Killer* go to GL.
Taxi driver: left or right?
Aku: left left.
Taxi driver: left left then left or what?
Aku: no no. just go this left. *while pointing to the road* then go straaaight to heaven.
Killer: *finally bursting out her laugh* weh, kalau macam tu kita mati la.
Aku: hahahaha.
Taxi driver: *giggling hardly*
Aku: ok. just go straight, n straight n straight n woooppp, this house this house, this this thissss! ok this house.
The cab stopped right in front of my house and Killer paid for the fee.
Killer: sapa tu? *pointing outside*
Aku: oh that is my brother in-law.
Killer: oh your brother in-law..
Aku: *to the taxi driver* ok, alright. thanks. don't come again.
Killer: *laughing*
Taxi driver: *sengih je la dia mampu! haha*
Aku: okay, don't come again haa.
So that was it. After closing the door, Killer just couldn't stop giggling and laughing all the way. Slang India aku pun berakhir. Haha. Lepas pulangkan semua cd dia yang aku pinjam, plus pinjamkan dia dvd Final Destination 3, mama dia datang jemput dia. We really had fun today. I really had fun. Thanks for the popcorn and drinks honey! Thanks for paying the cab fee! Thanks for everything! I love you so soo much! :)
Ok, that's all for today. See you around.
Kak Hunny <3
Jennifer Love Hewitt
Janet Jackson
Megan Fox
Carmen Electra
Sienna Miller! GO GIRL!!I was suffering insomnia again yesterday, yet i still text ngan Ara. Very semangat our conversation was! hahaha. I ended up sleeping at approximately 5 in the morning. I have to wake up at 8 actually, out of my realization when suddenly i realized why did i have to wake up that early 'cause guitar & drum classes had already been postponed to Sunday? Shitty me. Penat je aku terkial2 bangun, tapi still kena siap2 juga lah kan. Pagi2 ramai nak pakai tandas awam! Sapa lambat nasib la! Wawawawa. After spending so many hours handling this and that, makan (makan pun berjam ke? haha) & melayan kerenah Aiman yg suka buat aku hilang sabar, finally me and Killer bertolak ke destinasi yg ingin dituju. Siyes, we did not actually miss the 6.15pm showtime but INTENTIONALLY picked the 6.55pm showtime. Sebab apa? Sebab seat tak best, dapat seat tepiii sekali. And Killer usually will ask me about picking up seats. Kalau aku kata ok baru kita orang confirm, kalau aku kata taknak means it's a no! Hehe! Thanks honey! Sayang kau lebih la yang! xD yeah, it happens 'cause we are like twins. We share 99.9% of same interests. Even every single person around us tells us the same thing! hee. Ok enough of that. We went to watch this.
Channing Stunning Tatum!Damit! Saja je letak poster Duke punya! Hahahaha. (elele ada orang cover sengih) Geesh! Suddenly i feel like i just love Channing Tatum. Yeah yeah yeah, i know it's lame with Step Up, She's The Man & Fighting, but i do think that he was really sweet in the movie. Bayangkanlah, just Baroness (his ex-gf which also his enemy) yg iye2 blasah dia but he never fought back. Dem. Kalau aku dah lama hilang sabar! Haha. Rileks2 emosional pulak. Kalah bini CT dan bini dia yg mungkin sedang membaca entri ni! haha! Sienna Miller memang best. tu yg pi buh gambar dia tu! xD dah lah gorgeous, stunning, model lagi, she was even fighting with 6 inches high heels u know! Dulu aku kurang minat dia la, tau pun tau muka ngan nama je but now i totally like her. For this movie, i give 5 stars. Ending macam tergantung that's why i bet there must be a sequel next. Emm, what would the title be uh? The Rise of Kuda? gahaha xD
ohh yeah, there was Brendan Fraser and Jonathan Pryce too which i did not notice in the list of casting. Ramai gila tengok cerita tu. Oh mummy, i forgot to wear the mask. Sorry! Killer dah ready pakai awal2, masa beli popcorn lagi. hahaha. Memang kat campus dia pun dah mula pakai dah. Aku pun nak pakai juga pasni memandangkan keadaan yg semakin meruncing sekarang. After watching the movie, we went together like always to find a cab. Hihi! Yang tak bestnya cab ada, pemandunya pula tiada. Ada dua cab tapi dua2 takde supir. Ciscake gilerr. I was really exhausted to be true but mana lah pakcik teksi yang hilang entah ke mana tu tau kan. Mula2, kita orang je kat situ. Tetiba datang lagi 2 orang. Sorang laki sorang perempuan, dua2 bertubuh normal. Lebih kurang beberapa minit kemudian, datang dua orang lagi, sorang lelaki ala2 Sean Kingston, sorang perempuan bertudung tak cukup tutup. Bila dorang dah jauh skit aku pun nyanyi.
"Say all, sean kingston!"
killer menyambung..."you're way too beautiful girl, that's why it will never work..."
Setelah terbahak2 ketawa tak lama kemudian datang
Cerita tak habis lagi la. Haha. Masa dalam cab tu aku mencipta satu drama. Aku ikut slang India tu. Killer actually knew what i was all about. So she just followed up to all my actions. Haha. Come on la dey, i was only wanted to tease him. Lalu bermulalah satu episod drama keling.
Aku: (bukakan pintu untuk Killer dalam slang india) ladies first, ladies first.
Killer: oh so you are not a lady la?
Aku: yes yes.
Taxi driver: oh so you are not lady? then who are you?
Me: i am a man. i am a man on the outside. Lady on the inside. *ada orang tahan gelak*
Taxi driver: *tersengih je sepanjang masa* oh a man..
Aku: yes, i am not a lady. i'm ladybug. i'm not ladylike.
Killer: *giggling as hard as she can tried to cover her laugh. haha*
Taxi driver: oh ok2. so you are a tomboy huh?
Aku: no noo. i am not a tomboy.
Taxi driver: then you said you're a man? so you must be a tomboy.
Aku: no no. tomboy has a short hair. i have a long hair.
Taxi driver: *giggling* who are you? you can speak indian slang uh. but you're not indian.
Aku: yes yes. i can speak indian slang. come on la, both my sisters also can speak indian slang, how come i cannot? aiyoo.
Killer: *dah start nak gelak menggila*
Taxi driver: but you are not indian. how come?
Aku: oh, i'm from Indiana, USA.
Taxi driver: *laughing* oh ok2, i see.
Bila naik cab pakcik Melayu, keluar lagu radio Era. Bila naik cab apek cina, keluar lagu radio MY.fm. Bila naik cab India, keluar lagu hindustan.
Aku: *talking to Killer* ey, there's music. dance la. u don't wanna dance kaa?
Killer: no no. *shook her head*
Aku: alaa, dance laa. *again she shook her head*
Aku cuba bermacam2 benda dalam cab India tu. Tarik tisu, tekan pintu, ketuk pintu, goncang popcorn yg belum habis, goncang ais dalam tinggal dalam coke, last sekali sendawa kuat yang direka. Part goncang2 ngan sendawa tu Killer dah tak tahan nak gelak. India tu lak layan je. Nasib ah. Haha.
Taxi driver: ok, where are we going after this?
Aku: where uh? *looking at Killer* go to GL.
Taxi driver: left or right?
Aku: left left.
Taxi driver: left left then left or what?
Aku: no no. just go this left. *while pointing to the road* then go straaaight to heaven.
Killer: *finally bursting out her laugh* weh, kalau macam tu kita mati la.
Aku: hahahaha.
Taxi driver: *giggling hardly*
Aku: ok. just go straight, n straight n straight n woooppp, this house this house, this this thissss! ok this house.
The cab stopped right in front of my house and Killer paid for the fee.
Killer: sapa tu? *pointing outside*
Aku: oh that is my brother in-law.
Killer: oh your brother in-law..
Aku: *to the taxi driver* ok, alright. thanks. don't come again.
Killer: *laughing*
Taxi driver: *sengih je la dia mampu! haha*
Aku: okay, don't come again haa.
So that was it. After closing the door, Killer just couldn't stop giggling and laughing all the way. Slang India aku pun berakhir. Haha. Lepas pulangkan semua cd dia yang aku pinjam, plus pinjamkan dia dvd Final Destination 3, mama dia datang jemput dia. We really had fun today. I really had fun. Thanks for the popcorn and drinks honey! Thanks for paying the cab fee! Thanks for everything! I love you so soo much! :)
Ok, that's all for today. See you around.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Bukan kasihku.
Inikah akhirnya, tinggallah lara di sini, terpadamlah api kasih setelah dikau pergi, telah kukorbankan, sudah aku curahkannya, semua kasih suci pada dirimu. Takku mahu asmara kan hancur seperti debu, takku mahu dirimu bukan lagi kekasihku, dan di sini tinggallah aku menantikan kasih, sesaat berlalu bertahun kurasa. Ohh manakah silapnya, kemanakah kan kubawa erti cinta sejati, cuma dimimpi, oh pedihnya... *lagu ini sangat indah. huu*
Aku tiba2 rindu dengan old pals masa dulu. Sebahagian daripada mereka masih bersama aku sampai sekarang, sebahagian lagi aku tak tau lah hilang ke mana. Aku bukan cuma rindukan dorang tapi kenangan2 indah ketika sama2 mengumpat, membodek, gurau senda dan sebagainya. Sapa tuh? Kasuke yg penyayang + berbudi bahasa + jujur + amanah? hahaha. Aku paling rindu - athirah, alif, alia, amad, ameer ikhwan, cean, dara naquiah, iera, eiz, farah shafeena, sha, reen, farith, mya carnella, narz, nadeeya mcadams, and yes so do her cousin, daniel ashraf! Daniel, i don't know why but i do miss him like crazy at some times. I miss them so so damn much. Akan adakah waktunya aku bisa bersama2 mereka lagi? Entahlah. Hanya Tuhan yang menentukan segalanya. Ada beberapa nama lagi yang malas aku nak sebut di sini. Nama yang hanya akan menambahkan luka di hati? Mungkin ye mungkin tidak. Biarlah nama tersebut tersimpan dalam lipatan hati.
OFF RECORD.
Aku tiba2 rindu dengan old pals masa dulu. Sebahagian daripada mereka masih bersama aku sampai sekarang, sebahagian lagi aku tak tau lah hilang ke mana. Aku bukan cuma rindukan dorang tapi kenangan2 indah ketika sama2 mengumpat, membodek, gurau senda dan sebagainya. Sapa tuh? Kasuke yg penyayang + berbudi bahasa + jujur + amanah? hahaha. Aku paling rindu - athirah, alif, alia, amad, ameer ikhwan, cean, dara naquiah, iera, eiz, farah shafeena, sha, reen, farith, mya carnella, narz, nadeeya mcadams, and yes so do her cousin, daniel ashraf! Daniel, i don't know why but i do miss him like crazy at some times. I miss them so so damn much. Akan adakah waktunya aku bisa bersama2 mereka lagi? Entahlah. Hanya Tuhan yang menentukan segalanya. Ada beberapa nama lagi yang malas aku nak sebut di sini. Nama yang hanya akan menambahkan luka di hati? Mungkin ye mungkin tidak. Biarlah nama tersebut tersimpan dalam lipatan hati.
OFF RECORD.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
You are?
Yes, silent is the best remedy. And you are being a star right now. Which in case either you are hurt or enjoying your life, i am never pleased with anything. I am a perfectionist, it's part of who i am.
The Proposal & the upcoming proposal.
Yes yes yes yes yess! Akhirnya tadi saya pergi juga tengok cerita ni.
Mula mula semalam saya minta mak hantarkan tapi tiba tiba dia buat saya merajuk ngan dia. Terus tak jadi nak berkata kata. Tadi pun saya bangun lambat sikit je, terus dia dah keluar biarkan saya pandai pandai buat hal sendiri. Takpe lah saya pun tak kisah. Tepat jam 12 tengah hari saya berangkat naik teksi. Tsk tsk. hangus 15 ringgit. T_T
Tapi tapi tu tak berapa sedih sangat. Saya call semua orang tapi takde sapa pun nak temankan saya tengok. So kesimpulannya saya tengok sorang sorang lah. UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (airmata merembes keluar kalah peluh ketiak! haha) Sampai makcik kat kaunter tiket tu pun tanya,
"tengok sorang je ke?"
"Ye la, makcik ada nampak sapa2 ke sebelah saya ni."
"hehehe. nak duduk mana?"
"Situ lah, situ. situ situ situ."
"sini pun kosong. orang ni pun datang sorang. boleh duduk sebelah dia. mana tau boleh kenalan pulak nanti."
"hahahaha. yelah makcik."
Entah apa apa makcik tu. Tak kisahlah, layankan je. Saya pilih tempat duduk yang sangatlah jauh dari orang lain dan agak agak lah seat tu sedang sedang elok je. Tapi bila masuk macam tak best pula. Memandangkan banyak gila seat kosong saya pun mengembara mencari posisi yang sebaik mungkin. Dapat lah juga satu seat yang betul2 just nice. Tak ramai orang memang sejukkk. Tapi best juga sebab rasa luas je, kaki pun siap sandar kat seat depan. Muahahaha. oh cerita tu? Sedap sedap sedap! Kelakar kelakar dan kelakar. Sandra & Ryan memang comedians pun so what more can you expect. Part telanjang tak tahan tuh. Hahaha. Then as i expected, takde sapa pun yang boleh fetch aku. Inilah masalah yang sering aku alami bila saja mau keluar. Tapi sebenarnya tak kisah sapa bawak pun as long ada transport! xD ye lah kan. Janji sampai ke destinasi yang dituju. hangus lagi 15 ringgit..tapi yang bestnya abah ganti duit aku TANPA DIMINTA! Ye ah, keluar2 cab je abah kasi. Belum sempat aku bersuara lagi tapi memang takde niat pun nak dia ganti sebab takde kena mengena dengan abah kan kan kan? hahahaha. Apa2 pun mekasih bah. Pasni nak claim kat bini abah lak. Hahahahha. Sampai tempat biasa aku pun memulakan rutin harian walaupun hari ni agak bosan. Pokoknya, apa yang aku nak aku dah dapat. One down, a few more to go! (dalam misi menonton semua cerita yang sedang & akan ditayangkan sebelum MEREMPUH BULAN PUASA!) Ada lagi 2 minggu lebih sebelum puasa. Harap2 semua filem tuh keluar lah cepat2.
G.I Joe: The Rise of Cobra
The Final Destination 4
&
I Love You Beth Cooper,
here i come!
Mula mula semalam saya minta mak hantarkan tapi tiba tiba dia buat saya merajuk ngan dia. Terus tak jadi nak berkata kata. Tadi pun saya bangun lambat sikit je, terus dia dah keluar biarkan saya pandai pandai buat hal sendiri. Takpe lah saya pun tak kisah. Tepat jam 12 tengah hari saya berangkat naik teksi. Tsk tsk. hangus 15 ringgit. T_T
Tapi tapi tu tak berapa sedih sangat. Saya call semua orang tapi takde sapa pun nak temankan saya tengok. So kesimpulannya saya tengok sorang sorang lah. UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. (airmata merembes keluar kalah peluh ketiak! haha) Sampai makcik kat kaunter tiket tu pun tanya,
"tengok sorang je ke?"
"Ye la, makcik ada nampak sapa2 ke sebelah saya ni."
"hehehe. nak duduk mana?"
"Situ lah, situ. situ situ situ."
"sini pun kosong. orang ni pun datang sorang. boleh duduk sebelah dia. mana tau boleh kenalan pulak nanti."
"hahahaha. yelah makcik."
Entah apa apa makcik tu. Tak kisahlah, layankan je. Saya pilih tempat duduk yang sangatlah jauh dari orang lain dan agak agak lah seat tu sedang sedang elok je. Tapi bila masuk macam tak best pula. Memandangkan banyak gila seat kosong saya pun mengembara mencari posisi yang sebaik mungkin. Dapat lah juga satu seat yang betul2 just nice. Tak ramai orang memang sejukkk. Tapi best juga sebab rasa luas je, kaki pun siap sandar kat seat depan. Muahahaha. oh cerita tu? Sedap sedap sedap! Kelakar kelakar dan kelakar. Sandra & Ryan memang comedians pun so what more can you expect. Part telanjang tak tahan tuh. Hahaha. Then as i expected, takde sapa pun yang boleh fetch aku. Inilah masalah yang sering aku alami bila saja mau keluar. Tapi sebenarnya tak kisah sapa bawak pun as long ada transport! xD ye lah kan. Janji sampai ke destinasi yang dituju. hangus lagi 15 ringgit..tapi yang bestnya abah ganti duit aku TANPA DIMINTA! Ye ah, keluar2 cab je abah kasi. Belum sempat aku bersuara lagi tapi memang takde niat pun nak dia ganti sebab takde kena mengena dengan abah kan kan kan? hahahaha. Apa2 pun mekasih bah. Pasni nak claim kat bini abah lak. Hahahahha. Sampai tempat biasa aku pun memulakan rutin harian walaupun hari ni agak bosan. Pokoknya, apa yang aku nak aku dah dapat. One down, a few more to go! (dalam misi menonton semua cerita yang sedang & akan ditayangkan sebelum MEREMPUH BULAN PUASA!) Ada lagi 2 minggu lebih sebelum puasa. Harap2 semua filem tuh keluar lah cepat2.
The Final Destination 4
&
I Love You Beth Cooper,
here i come!
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