farewell.

I was shocked when she told me that she will quit soon. and that soon will be this friday. no wonder la ade kakak lain yg jaga kedai tuh td. practise2 saja dulu. Omg i feel a sudden loneliness pula. she's way too cute. and dia dah kembali pakai tudung lepas kena ceramah dgn saifool. but its a good thing for her u know. but dia pakai time kat cp je. kat luor dia bukak. ahaha ngeng nya kak ika. si abg tuh pun satu. konon nasihat org, pakai la tudung balik, x takut dosa ke. (slow talk). bla3. padahal dia sendiri merokok. and bak kata farah, bukankah itu haram? and melakukan perkara haram itu berdosa? haa kan aku pulak dah mula ceramah.. and suddenly she has to be away.. halaa kakaaaakk xkan kita away awak pun nak away gaaaakk. uhuk. dia kata lepas berhenti nanti dia nak duduk rumah dulu sebulan, dia nak menyendiri kerana ade byk masalah yg menimpa. she never told me bout that but i hope she will recover soon. and mungkin lepas tu sambung belajar. huhu. Kak Ika, im going to miss you. selalu2 la dtg cp lg yeh? boleh kita borak2 dan gosip2 same2 lg. kalau kak ika xde mesti sunyi sepi. dah la kak eton pun mcm x byk mulut nowadays. tanye sepatah jwb sepatah. asik moody je ngan kite. dgn awak biase je. mentang2 la awak tu adik dia. Lol. and semoga kak ika sentiasa happy slalu di samping dia yg tercinta. haha. sayang kak ika mcm adik beradik sendiri!! I will miss your sengau voice and your chinese-indo face kakak!!! :)

abah oh abah!

abah buat lawak lagiiiii! sumpah x menahan bila dia kate psl rase nak mati je beberapa hari ni...isk start tu org nak feeling dah pastu dia kata sbb berak x lawas..wakkakkakaka abah ni mmg bengong la! + ckp psl geram dia coz berak tuh blablabla asik berapi je bile org tanye x kena tempat hahahhaha abah2. sbb dia dah brape hari x minum green apple juice yg sememangnya melawaskan taiknya itu. thats why dia jd begitu. hahahahha lol lol then bile dah dpt tuh..time gi minum ngan kwn2 dia tibe2 terkentut besarrr! LMAO sumpah ktorg gelak golenk2. baik punya la bah! hahhahaha then dia cite psl mamat tuh yg annoyed dia coz time jumpe abah je asik tanye benda same and time abah tgh cmtu plak kan. abah punya jwpn mmg x menahan. nak tau dia ckp ape? dia nak kumpul angin tuh byk2 dlm belon pastu diikat then bile mamat tuh dtg lg kasi lepas belon tuh kat muka dia. so belon tuh mesti la cm ringan dan melayang2 di udara dulu an. ahahahahhaha dah dpt dah imaginasi dia. wakakkakaka adeyh dah lama x gelak 1 family teruk2 cmni.. biasanya ktorg tense je. sekurang2nya masih ade kegembiraan buatku hari ini. syukur alhamdulillah :) oh btw td blackout kejap! dah la time tuh tgh syok dgr My Destiny. pfft :B

Eh aghh ehh wuaaa!

Guuooaaahaahaahaaa kegilaan melandess sumateress selataness! agagaga. tah apenya mukadimah tah. wakakakakakaka. a day called thursday is full of boredness coz ramai off. Dayah xde (yg dr haritu sibuk suh bgtau how to stalk comment org,haish budak nih), akma pon off and and itu abg cina rambut kembang salon sebelah, marco pun off pd hari khamis. haishh sgt la boredom. so pokoknya hari khamis mmg boringggggg. and and yeah abg marco tuh paling saye suke sekali tgk kat salon tuh. another 3 ialah owner dia Jacp, kak amy and lg sorang Jocker. kalau nak tgk, paling senang senyum ialah kak amy and abg Jacp. haha sbb Jocker ngan Marco tuh cem pendiam sket. nak tgk senyum payah nak mati. especially Marco! huhu. tp yg pasti kenyataan bkn mimpi, tiga2 meme ganteng :) oh berbalik pd story. sbb marco tuh bile dia senyum omg sgt cute!! tu psl la rarely senyum kots. ngeh2 alaa tp cem biasa pun dia tatap comel bagiku. dia sgt pendiam. sumpah x tipu. x penah bercakap dgn dia sepanjang mengenalinya lebih kurang 1 year ++ Lol. tade la takot syok sendiri je. huahuahauhau tp akan kucoba 1 hari nanti xD daku gelar dia muka kucing sbb tah..bila tgk dia sambil berborak dgn org lain mesti ckp 'iye aku tgk kan muka dia cem kucing,comel doh!' hahahahhaha yg sebenarnya xde benda nak ckp.tp tp sumpah x tipoo wohh. bile dia senyum mate dia cem bulat cem cem, cem mate kucing lahhhh! ohhhh... *angau* aku sendiri ga tau tp aku suka manggilnya gtu doang. agagaga. kak eton pula suke gosipkan kami berdua gara2 temen2ku udah ngecop Jacp ama Jocker sbg wajah pilihan mereka and iya2lah trus si marco ga ada yg milih. + aku kan lg suka muji dia. tp takat ni aku ga ada apa2 feeling pd ka marco. hee. pastu lepak lg kodai tepi lif tuh. kak eton xde coz dia jage kedai bundle kat atas. kak ika ganti dia. so borak la dgn kak ika (actually our age is same but dah terbiasa memanggilnya kakak lol). nanti bile naik atas nampak ka eton gosip2 ama ka naina. best oh borak dgn dorg. haha hilang jap tensionku. then time borak dgn kak ika dtg mamat putun stim tuh. yea seipool!! hermph. senget la jap. then ape tah bla3 ngan kak ika siap gelak2 (tidak mendengarnya coz tgh leka btulkan cekak kak ika di rambutku yg tercinta). mase tgh sedap belek Yezz!, dia start dulu.

Saiful: juiji. ape nama betul?
Eira: (mendiamkan diri)
Saiful: haah juiji,ape nama betul?ha?fauziah?
Eira: (sumpah aku rasa nak lempang je dia tp tetap menjawab) Juiji la. J.U.I.J.I.
Saiful: ckp la nama betul?
Eira: (malas mahu menjawab kerana merasakan tiada faedahnya melayan percakapannya)
Saiful: haaha,dpt x smlm?
Eira: (merasakan dia dah tukar topic) dapat ape?
Saiful: ah bgtau nama dulu.
Eira: (felt like whateber.aku x rugi pape pon)

Lepas kak ika ckp ape tah dia kata 'jap lg jap lg' utk ape tah idc dia bla. iskk tensennya haku kalau si seipul tu ade :/ dah lama2 tuh ketika dia melalui kedai kak eton menuju ke lif, dia berkata2 lg.

Saiful: juiji,jom naik,******* kat atas jom.
Eira: (tidak memandangnya.he already knw that i mmg helergik pd topic itu lg saja menambahkan minyak masak dlm kuali yg sedang rancak memercikkan api.and yeah he knows that i ***** coz unfortunately he saw me buying that 'thing' kat kedai kak eton.curse him lol)
Saiful: juiji,juiji,juiji. juiji,elee jual mahal lak.haha
Eira: (HAHAHA.whatever.)

then dia pun beramboss. hahahahaa lol lol. kemudian dia kembali lg membawa beberapa bungkus kecil coklat yg dalamnya berisi kurma..ke kurma dlm dia coklat tah haha not sure. dia bg kak ika then he offered me one but i refused dgn berkata tak nak. dah cukup sopan la tu kan? lol. dia tetap offer berulang2 kali tp dah ko nak gak layan time aku ngah depressed kan. at last dia ckp ambiklah x baik tolak rezeki. but still i refused to take it. note that i didnt look even seinci pun ke arahnya ketika dia sedang menawar tu. dia pun borak la dgn kak ika. tu pun lepas i was like dah nak bla dr situ. siot je. rupa2nya dia nak ceramah kak ika. psl..go figure. not gud cite psl org. sebelum saya pulang, dia sempat berkata dgn tidak memandang 'esok datang jadi baik ok.' im not really sure whether it has any maksud tersirat di sebalik kata2 itu. wuld u tell me please? :B and believe it or not. that was the last conversation i had with him. since last sunday i havent seen him anywhere in cp... To be true, he's quite handsome la. he's very cerah. no pimples bertapak di wajahnya. just a bit moles around aaa cant recall. wahh sempat lg menatap dlm nyampah2 tuh. Lol. and silly me i thought he's some kinda 16 or something till i overheard kak ika said something bout him and she was like 'hee tah ape je abg saiful tu' and i was like terkejut bapak la lol hahhaha. and fyi dia pandai cakap cina coz ayah dia cina (hahaha ni kak eton la ni cite sume psl dia! kan dah termasuk dlm blog burukku nih lmao). kak eton lak time tuh ckp x beragak so dia overheard la haha, and dia terus ckp cina kat situ. hahahahhaha lol xp

p/s: Yeayyyy finally i got my stomach filled with waffles today! choco peanut as always. yummmmmyy >_<

It's not that I don't want to be there but..

I know the fact that u are there for me. always be there. not only u. anyone called best friend wuld do the same. i think this is just the real beginning of our endlessly friendship. fyi im not being away for God's sake because of this small thing. just because i wrote bout u and the guy u love the most. and sorry to say, i dont want any publicities by doing that. i understand ur feeling and as for u. u have to understand mine too. well at least, try to. so i have my job done now. what about u? ;) i away membawa hati yang sepi, fikiran yang keliru & perasaan yang terkilan. and about the meeting. what have i done so bad that she felt so stressed out? im sorry but, dont talk about some stupid egos here. im not the only one here who have egos. and haha, im not terasa at all. bapak bodo sungguh ayat tersebut. i admit that i was wrong and i made mistakes. but its not that i admit to show that i mengalah or what. i just felt that i have to say sorry to change the stupid perception again about, something called EGO. u can go ahead with the perjumpaan eventhough i wont be there. come on la, u guys can live without me aite? guess she wuld surely say 'YES'. DIA yg membuatkan persahabatan ni tergantung tanpa penjelasan. mcm u pernah kata.. i think if i be there pun wuld not make any perbezaan.. i just got the feeling that i dont deserve to be there on that day. well if ever change my mind, we still could meet up. and i'll let u know. dont worry.

Teenage Riot - Nakett

As been requested by ME, hehe SS betul.
enjoy the song k eira?

best friends!

i want my old-true-bestfriends! i want them so badly! not some so-called bestie words! so fuck away fuckers and haters!!! i want them to comfort me like always. but no more them. they've gone.. gone into the silent world.. where nobody can hurt them.. i am thinking to be straight this time. so no more blablabla no more weeweewee no more lololo. this is just so typical. get it? excellent ;)

Kelsey Briggs

Thousands sympathy for her. millions pigshit to her stepfather. billions mellons her mother's own shit to her motherFUCKER. have some mercy towards kids laa!

so-called..bestie?

idg it,
'an arguement with so-called bestie'
what does it really mean?
no longer her bestfriend?
was she pretending to be someone's bestie all this while?
whatever it is. i think she wants a break up.
dont worryyy. she'll get it.

Oh goaaatsss still got lot of things to be posted but seriously got no time for it. been busy gileee with more and more events. so here it goes. my stupid simple blog a**hole. ahahahaha lol. last few days (dah lama dah) i watched naqib's orr shuld i say nakett's teenage riot. sooo *kewl*! bak ayat dia. then i found the vid on his myspace account 2 days later. damn i think he looked so keding in the vid. wonder why he still culdn't manage to gain some weights. err...guess i'll ask him the embed code. can watch it anytime if put it here. ah yeahh i think i wanna have some love boats..hehehe can find it at baker's cottage, one of my favourite kedai cake. wheneber pegi sane mesti beli! sgt yummy dan mengenyangkan. x caye tanye sape yg dah penah makan...iaitu saya. hahaha bengong xp today is suck and i think yesterday was better. curse you all f***ers. ehmmm iylia got a new myspace account. i think he missed it so much lol. he said 'this time lovers and haters are welcome!' haha. my opinion is mamat nih cm desperate je. haha ok ok its a bad joke =.=

tahu ape? tomorrow rase nak mkn waffle plak. td kt scp dah terbau2 mende tu kat blakang time tgh register org td tp x sempat nak isi perut nih lg..coz bile naik 2nd floor kat kedai makcik ina tu ayam sambal dia best plak! x sampai hati tgk ayam tu terbiar je xde pemakan. hahahahhahaha so beli je la. so perut ni delayed ke ptg for the waffle. but..pastu gatal lg naik gi kedai makcik tuh tgk kuih coz td dia kate cmni 'harini nak buat kuih favorite kau tuh hehe'. penghabisannya kenyang perut melantak 6 biji. besar2 plak tuh dia buat. hahahha tanye makcik tu asal cam terlebih manis ah kuih ni arini? dia ckp 'mmg saje acik suruh makcik tu buh gula lebih sket arini.bg spesel sket hehe' hahahahaha sumpah lawak makcik tuh. spesel kebendanye takat buh gula lebih 2 sudu. lain la kalau letak riben ke belon kat kuih tu. ngiahahaha adoi.

So me, with the biggest heart among all, hope to save the stomach for some waffles tomorrow! hahaha amin.

normalkah perasaan itu?

Actually, i should have wrote more yesterday. but sakit gastrik menghalangku dr terus berkata kata. arrghhhhh tense balik! =.=

I went to the kedai at tepi lif again just want to lepak lepak and all. i was seeing kak eton again. ktorg borak borak bla3 then just wna do a bit tease on her, i was saying bout the 'thing' again.u know what the thing is hehhe >_<
then how the conversation goes was like this.

eira: kak..nak satu. (while referring to that 'thing')
kak eton: apa?
eira: tuh la..tuu.
kak eton: x boleh.awak kan masih bwh umur.x boleh.
eira: laahhh satu jer.bleh la plis plis satu je. (sambil buat muka and tunjuk jari 1)
kak eton: TAK BOLEH.

then i started to grab one of those beautiful lighters and made ia mengeluarkan api. then i halakan pd kotak berisi makanan ape tah and serata tempat. i mean di mane ade benda yg bleh dibakar saya cucuh api tuh. kak eton was kind of upset and yeah hahaha thats all i want her to be! lol then i said.

eira: cepattt bg kak..kalau x saya bakar biskut ni.(referring to sebalang bekas berisi biskut)
kak eton: juijiiii jgn la mcm niiii.x bolehh.nanti bos marah saya jual sama budak bwh umur.
eira: ahhhhh tak kire!tu kakak punya pasal.cepaaaat bg.

I could just burst out my laugh seeing her face like that.

Then! without my expectation again, he called that budak or should i say abg at kedai depan to come over there. the guy's name is saiful. thats the only name i know. idk him well although it has been a few years since i started to know cp. haahh i know its weird. i just know him as one of cp loyal members. he has a kedai in cp too. keyshop. his kedai is just in front of kedai kak eton works for. idk whether its his own kedai or what. IDC. the next thing i know is he irritates me a lot.

kak eton: alahhhh saifoooool! (thats what i called him) mari sinih.tgk kawan kamu nihh.dia dtg lg mau ituu.
eira: kakaaaakk cepat bgggg! (while beloved tangan dah merayap serata tempat ngan lighter tuh)

Surprisingly,that saiful came over and asked.

saiful: ape kak?
kak eton: ini haah kwn kamuhh.
eira: (with an upset tone) kakakkk..xyah la sampai panggil2 dia! hishhh tah ape je akak ni!

haha then i was still leka playing with the lighter. Guess what? he came to me, right beside me and stupid me i notice that but still bikin bodoh there. the conversation? here it goes.

saiful: xyah la *******.
eira: (tanpa mempedulikan dia) cepaat la kak! 1 jer! heeeh
saiful: jgn bg dia.jgn bg dia.
kak eton: manaa boleh!awak baru 16 tahun!
saiful: haaah?! 16??! (terkejut gile babi la konon)
eira: (pon terkejut psl kak eton salah ckp umurku!grr) mane ade! 17 la! (ni pon silap ckp patutnya tambah ++. haha)
kak eton: haaa, tgk tu!
saiful: tujuh belasss?x nampak lg tu?
eira: 18 laa!
saiful: aaaahh takde222,cannot!

and then...part ni yg sgt membuat aku sakit jantung. Just guess again pls? he quickly grabbed the lighter from my hand. dia cam tarik then terpegang my tangan but still he culdnt get the lighter. then dia buat lg and lg sampai last skali dia genggam tanganku kejap! Ya Allah..detik itu hanya Tuhan yg tahu betapa kagetnya aku. guess what again, dgn tidak semena2nya lighter itu dilepaskan..lalu dia meletakkan ia kembali ke posisi asal. but thats not what i want to talk about. its about..mengapa jantungku berdegup kencang saat dia menyentuh tanganku? tapi tidak lebih. cuman itu yg kurasakan. adakah ia normal? normalkah perasaan itu jika seorang cowok yg kita ga, erm alahhhh susahnya nak ckp...i mean yg kita tak selalu borak la.selalu lepak cite2 gelak2 bersama. it feels so freaking weird. haha.

mari tengok lirik nih.

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan menginginkannya
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua keinginanku

ni pun kayaknya dah diolah dan diubah sket by me.haha

malas mau bicara soal selebihnya selepas itu karna ga ada apa2 yg bisa meruntun hatiku. geram sebenarnya dgn kak eton kerana telah melibatkan org yg x sepatutnya masuk campur. lagian aku ga kenal rapat sama dia. lepas tuka duit jap kat kedai dia mmg x bercakap langsung dgn kakak tu. u know, i was only joking around. she made the situation bcme serious. =(

erm anyway the words *x nampak lg tu?* refers to larangan ******* kepada sesiapa berumur 18 tahun ke bwh. sekian.


Oh yeahh btw, i've got faeyzha's number today. cute isnt she? haha lol xD

the reason why it happened.

Apakah benar dia begitu?
Persoalan itu menghantui fikiranku tiap detik dan makin nyesakkan benakku tatkala membaca nukilannya.
Aku tidak mau memaksa org yg belum sudi bercerita tentangnya.
Jadi aku biarin aja.
Aku masih dalem kebingungan.
Kebingungan mencari arti sebuah kehidupan.
Aku bahagia tapi pada masa yg sama aku bingung.
Situasi skrg membikin aku tidak keruan.
Dan pada detik ini aku hanya mau diriku beratapkan bintang di langit dan berlantaikan rumput yg menghijau.
Aku tidak mau memikirkan apa2 lg.
Apa2 yg bisa bikin benakku bertambah kusut.
Ya terus terang aku katakan semuanya mengambil peran dlm kekeliruan, kebingungan dan kekusutan yg kualami..
Dia, mereka, papa, mama dan mereka yg amat kusayang.
Tapi kenapa semuanya harus jadi berantakan kayak gini?
Perasaanku, fikiranku, hatiku semuanya terasa di bwh satu organisasi yg membawa aku ke kondisi skrg.
Tapi betul dan semua saling setuju kalau hati itu emangnya sulit dikawal.

Cinta?
Aku udah ga ngerti lg apa artinya cinta.
Apa ia mau menyatu atau memesong hati empunya cinta itu sendiri.
Atau hanya datang sebentar hinggap di celah ruangan hati lalu kemudian meninggalkan kapan disukai membikin hati terkapai kapai sesat dalem mencari ketulusan dan kebangkitan ceritera diri.
Yang Ku Tahu Cinta Itu Indah.
Emangnya kalau benaran sebagimana yg diomongin makanya cinta itu sialan dan aku ga butuh alat mainan seperti itu dalem mana2 bagian hidupku.
Aku mau tidur bertemenkan mimpi indah yg aku sendiri ga tau gimana caranya ia datang padaku tapi aku hanya mau satu.
Ia datang dan pergi tanpa sebarang kesulitan.
Dan aku berharap aku dpt MENYEBARKAN ia kpd mereka yg kusayangi.
Supaya mereka dpt rasakan apa yg kurasakan.
Aku mau bercerita tentang mimpi indahku pada seseorang tapi org itu ga ada.
Dan aku akui org itu ga pernah ada dan ga pernah aku temui hingga detik ini.
Aku ga mau menjadi org yg soktau segalanya.
Ngacak aja bunyinya. Hehh.
Jd soktau sgala ga keren bgd sih?
Ehm apa lg sih mau ngobrol sama kalian?
Oh ya dia kayaknya udah pulih dr permasalahan yg melanda.
Alhamdulillah.
Hey bestie, aku juga tumpang senang okeyh?
Moga kamu trus sukses dalem setiap yg direncanakan.
Amin >_<


Td haha maksudku smlm..kayaknya aku hanya mengarang ceritera hari yg lepas dech.hahaha maafin aku buk pak om tanter neng jobok?? hahahha wth >_<
aku ngobrol lg sama ka jocker. dia lagian off kelmarin jd aku ga bisa gosip2 sama dia. trus waktu aku ketemu dia aku baru selesai beli kuih favoriteku cekodok pisang dan milo ice. akma waktu itu lg sedang ngerjain tugasnya di hot market. hehehe ka jocker sedang "menebeng" (maaf lagian ini ga bisa aku ungkapin dalem bahasa) yg dikit lg mau nyampei ke akma. tp dia ga ngelihat kita trus aku mulakan omonganku kayak gini.

eira: ka jocker,ngomong2 dech ama akma.
dia noleh trus senyum.
ka jocker: kwn u manyak busy woo.
trus aku ketawa dan aku dpt ngelihat akma dikit merah ronanya. aku nanya lg.
eira: u borak saje la dgn dia asik duduk tepi saja.
ka jocker: amoi,kasi potong u punya rambut laa.
akma cuman menggeleng. trus aku bilang.
eira: aiyaa dia takut oo.nanti kalau potong dia nangis!
ka jocker: u dulu dgn dia sama belajar ka?
eira: dulu saja sekejap lepas tu amma (as called by amoi2 cina yg keje hot market) tukar sekolah.
ka jocker: oo hehe u pernah tgk hantu ka.
eira: hantu apa?pernah2.
ka jocker: dia (referring to akma) kalau bangun lepas itu tgk jalan suma mcm itu hantu la.hahaha rambut dia manyak lebat woo.
eira: hahhahahahahaha.u manyak jahaaaaaaatt oooo!

tika ini aku lihat akma merona merah dan menahan tawa. kasiann dia. hahaha xD

maaf crita agak bosan. aku lagian sedang gastrik =.=

song for caby.

masa ku teringat akan dirimu
ada sesuatu begitu mengganggu
diam2 aku menyukaimu
bermimpi bila kau jd milikku

jauuhh di dasar laut..ingin ku menyelam
dgn u lah tembammm~
selam selam selam~
dgn si tembamm~
sampai jumpe dgn kapal selam~
and then boleh tumpang bwk jln2~
pastu tersimpak dgn twins si tembamm~

si tembam :p
borak borak borak~
sampai hari siaang~
balik umah kena blasah sampai pingsan~
wakakaka xde kena mengenanya senikata!
*note that lgu masih dlm melodi asal*
senikata digubah semula oleh Mrs. Jun Xiang dan ditaja oleh Syarikat Alinn Aziz, pengeluar produk2 asam terkemuka. sekian.

Hahaha pasni sah2 aku yg kena blasah dgn aliff aziz bahaha xx


p/s: tersimpak is an abbreviation for terserempak taken from my own dictionary! gahahaha

where do cows go for a night out?

to the moo-vies hahaha =D

wo hou xiang ni :]

ga tau btol ga bunyinya dlm mandarin. hahaha

extraordinary old blog.

Next chapter, story abt Extraordinary Guys in my life frm MY eye-view.Irwan is my past time. Well, if he is, let it be. About him, i dunno. Mayb bcause i have that kinda blood runnin thru my veins, i just fell after a few times seeing him. The stupid blood, all this while i know. My mistake- my awareness was extremely weak. I dont care if he doesn't love me at all. I dont wanna throw him AWAY bcause i love the fact that he's the first one whom i fell for. Culdnt deny the fact, pls. I know i still sayang NOT cinta him bcause he's always on my mind till now. But it's not that im greedy. Ohhh peliss... Bored!!!

And then iyl. At first, me myself dont even know why? Who? I mean, why him?? Bcause he looks exactly like irwan? Nahh. Might b la. I said, might b. But that wasn't the main reason. He really looks well enough for me that time. Warmth personality.. nice to see but not to hold. But actually, he's not that nice atm. It's not good to talk bad abt people. So, tata.

Vegi. Vegi vegi vegi. He's urmm.. Dunno what to say bcause i dunno much abt him. He just came for a short while. A good looking exchanging student from indonesian school. Haha yeah even made me melt away gosh =.= He does jokes and sings. I really enjoyed every moments we had him with us :)

then i met jun xiang. Or well-known as mike. He's way different from others. I fell for him INSANELY. Before he culd ever showed up, i dont care abt some kinda CHINESE, their hairstyles, fashions bla bla bla. Bg tgk free pun tak sudi wokeyh. Even Jiro Wang is seeming obviously normal to me. Somehow, i bcme an addict to all that. Now he's the ultimate reason for my lovesick thing towards chinese guys, i admit. Or shuld i say to anyone who have the looks of chinese BAHAHA. And to be frank, he is sittin on the 1st rank on my heart's chart. Woahhhhh manyak gila ini budak. I can bravely say that the other half of me is him. Hard to believe is it? TAHU TIDAK MENGAPALAH bak kata ara.

And again, i needed sme other tranquility, So, i unpredictably bumped into jae hee. If he really does what he did in witch amusement, ladies, i think this is the perfect one if u want to be treated satisfactorily. Jae Hee! Jom kawin!! Hahaha xD i just love him. He cheers me up til he culd even makes me in grief... He givs me the serenity i've been longing for. I can simply be in calmness by just looking at him. It's like a MIRACLE. Now he keeps me thinkin abt him by just listening to DESTINY- fav song. I hope no one can ever replace him. =.=

Tired tired. These are the 5 adorable guys. I've met one, i just need four more. Heheh. Im hoping there's no more after this. These five are PERFECTLY enough. Cececehh. I bump into SO many guys, but i won't dump these five :) thank you for spending time reading this. If u hate or feelin uneasy, sick, rubbish and all for what u've just read, i culd only say im sorry. Im blank, bored. Results coming soon x(