Melancholy sad, isn't it?

I know this isn't what I wanted, I never thought it'd come this far. Just thinkin' back to where we started and how we lost all that we are. We were young and times were easy but I could see it's not the same, I'm standing here but you don't see me. I'd give it all for that to change, and I don't want to lose her, don't wanna let her go. I'm standing out in the rain, need to know if it's over 'cause I will leave you alone. Flooded with all this pain, knowing that I'll never hold her, like I did before the storm. With every strike of lightning comes a memory that lasts, and not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash, maybe I should give up. Trying to keep the lights from going out and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart. They always say, a heart is not a home without the one who gets you through the storm. Love you. Missed you. =.=