Mischievous JoBros .

4 days to go!










i wonder which one is Joe. LOL

They were performing BB Good.

And mum,
Thanks for treating me nicely and buying me my favorite carrot slice even though i was acting like hell. :)

TIWILY.

Damn it. I am missing you again and again. When I heard stories about you, i just can't stop until i get enough. But at least now i know what were you hiding behind your pretentious acts. Let's get it started.

When i think you are the coolest and happiest person in the world, you said this.

"People think they know me, but they don't. Not really. Actually, i am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, i guess you could say that it hurts to be me."

Well, of course. I didn't know that at all because u never told. But did you expect me to know that? You tell me. No, you can't even tell me anything since the day you left me.

"I'll always be Peter Pan in my heart."

Why?

Well, you don't get to do things that other children get to do, having friends and slumber parties. There were none of that for me. I didn't have friends. My brothers were my friends. And i remember going to the recording studio and there was a park across the street and I'd see all the children playing and i would cry because it would make me sad that i would have to work instead."

"I was a veteran, before i was a teenager."

Why?

"Because i think every child star suffers through this period because you're not the cute and charming child that you were. You start to grow, and they want to keep you little forever. Let us dream of tomorrow where we can truly love from the soul, and know love as the ultimate truth at the heart of all creation. But i will never stop helping and loving people the way He said to."

When i was wondering if you ever pleased with things you did, you said this.

"I'm never pleased with anything, i'm a perfectionist, it's part of who i am."

When i was grieving thinking you could ever had your spirits away, you said this.

"They did it to try and belittle me, to try and to take away my pride. But i went through the whole system with them. And at the end, i - i wanted the public to know that i was okay, even though i was hurting."

When i wondered what did you do after that, you said this.

"I wake up from dreams and go "Wow, put this down on paper." The whole thing is strange. You hear the words, everything is right there in front of your face."

When i was wondering did you really done that to kids, you said this.

"Before i would hurt a child, i would slit my wrists."

When i was thinking that you have done all the best i can ever imagine, you said this.

"You ain't seen nothing yet, and the best is yet to come!"

But you never fulfilled your promise. That's what breaking me the most.

When i was confused about your words that sharing bed is a loving thing to do, you explained this and i had it all cleared.

"Why can't you share your bed? The most loving thing to do is to share your bed with someone. It's very charming. It's very sweet. It's what the whole world should do."

When i was wondering what Vitiligo is, you said this.

"I have a skin disorder that destroys the pigmentation of my skin, it's something that i cannot help, ok?"

When i was really wondering about why you created that kind of place, you said this.

"Because i wanted to have a place that i could create everything that i never had as a child. So, you see rides. You see animals. There's a movie theater."

When i was wondering what have you done to the world that made it appreciates you until now, you said this.

"I've helped many, many, many children, thousands of children, cancer kids, leukemia kids."

When i was wondering why you loved kids that much, you said this.

"When i see children, i see the face of God. That's why i love them so much. That's what i see. Children show me in their playful smiles the divine in everyone. This simple goodness shines straight from their hearts and only asks to be lived."

When i was wondering about your reaction about those untrue rumours media always spread about you, you said this.

"It's a complete lie, why do people buy these papers? It's not the truth, i'm here to say. You know, don't judge a person, do not pass judgement, unless you have talked to them one on one. I don't care what the story is, do not judge them because it is a lie."

I didn't ever realised and know what you felt when everyone was calling you the name you actually did not like.

"Yeah, Wacko Jacko, where did that come from? Some English tabloids. I have a heart and i have feelings. I feel that when you do that to me. It's not nice. Don't do it. I'm not a wacko."

When i was wondering about sarcastic critisms people gave you about your face, you said this.

"You know, let's put it this way, if all the people in Hollywood who have had plastic surgery, if they went on vacation, there wouldn't be a person left in town."

When i was wondering were you that fine to be who you were and to survive all bad images media and people had pasted on you, you said this.

"I'm happy to be alive, i'm happy to be who i am."

And when i was wondering what would you say to everyone to at least prove that you were not guilty, you finally said this.

"I just want to say to fans in every corner of the earth, every nationality, every race, every language: i love you from the bottom of my heart. I would love your good prayers, and your goodwill, and please be with me and believe in me because i am completely, completely innocent."

that is why i love you.

Funny moments!

Here is another video showing MJ's funniest & sweetest & cutest moments. Girls, you must check this out!


He wouldn't even hurt that bug so what makes everyone think that he'd hurt little kids? He was kind of hesitating to do this and that was not because of his arrogance, but it just he was too shy. He was really a soft-spoken guy. This man was great at everything. He can sing, he looks like an angel, he can dance. He was the greatest person who ever lived. He's like an angel from heaven, like a test to see how everyone would treat him. I am so glad God created that wonderful man. :)


DAMNNNNN, HE WAS SO N SO N SOOOOOOOO ADORABLE WHEN HE GOT BLUSHED IN THE ZIPPER ACCIDENT AND WHEN HE WAS GIGGLING SAYING "SORRY, HI-I GOTTA GO!" AT 3.55!

Quote.

Ketika asyik berfikir aku terfikir tentang madah James Dean.
"dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."
Itulah yang aku sedang cuba lakukan sekarang.

Hensem jugak James Dean masa muda! haha xD

Marlon Brando yang hot! Gosh yang ini memang hot dari dulu.

Nak boyfriend ala2 mereka boleh tak? hahaha.

WAY - Where are you?

I miss someone who said this to me.

"u see hun,lets just 4get abt it and recall the happy times we had.
remember the 1st time we talked on ym? && i would never ever 4get tyme bulan puasa where we both chatting sambil tgu masa buka.n tyme sahur plak kte msg2.

Where are you dear? I want a hug from you. :(

Blalala.

He was listening to R.Kelly's Ignition.
I've seen this video for like 100 times and i just can't get enough of MJ.
See the way he smiled and danced to the camera at 1.04?
Damn he's so hot!
If i were inside the car beside his car, i think i would immediately jump out of the window to dance with him.

Here is another one with his sister Janet Jackson.
Damn he was sooooo friggin cute main Super Soaker! >.>

Know that kid? Yeap he is Macaulay Culkin, the cast of Home Alone. Sekarang dah besar dah, dah ada girlfriend pun.

This is when he did those POUTY FACES. The pout word itself makes me drooool all the way looking. He is soooooooooo good in making pouty faces. And absoofuckinglutely sexy too.

Hydrate.

Aku nak sangat tahu jawapan kepada banyak persoalan yang berlegar2 dalam minda aku ni. Banyak? Banyak like GILA GILAAAAAAAA. If only i knew what my destiny is, what awaits me ahead. Semalam (semalam lagi) aku pergi tonton cerita ini.

dan makan ini.
ratatouille?hahaha xD
Nasib malang sungguh, dah lah keluar lewat. Plan nak keluar pagi. Sekali Kak Mira cakap ada kelas keyboard jam 1.00pm. Sumpah siot gila. Lepas tu set time jam 2.00pm. Tapi tergendala jugak sebab HUJAN LEBAT seperti bebola air yang besar turun dari langit!

Okay, takde kena mengena. Lebih kurang jam 5.00pm kami sampai di tempat yang dijanjikan. Searching for waktu tayangan yang berdekatan. Namun nasib kami malang apabila tiket 5.20pm & 6.30pm sold out. Tapi takpelah boleh ambil waktu yang seterusnya (bersabar konon namun dalam hati rasa bagai nak gila). Aku tak kisah tapi Killer harus balik awal la kononnya, takut mak dia marah (CEYT). Akhirnya kami ambil keputusan untuk memilih waktu 7.45pm. Just in case you want to watch the movie pleaseee take not that tempoh tayangan adalah selama 2 JAM 45 MINIT. Yeaaaaaa! Sekejap je kan? It was not that bad just kali ni cerita dia meleret2 and lack of actions. Banyak love story la pulak. Tapi banyak juga yang kelakar. Tak faham sikit pun ada sebab aku dah lupa Order of the Phoenix, LOL. Ni ke yang media orang putih dok kritik baguih2? Ceq pun tak paham no. For me, so and so je la. Tepat 10.30pm kami keluar dari situ setelah melenguhkan bontot sekian lama dan menuju mencari kenderaan untuk pulang. Tapi aku rasa aku telah dijanjikan seseorang to fetch us namun aku tak tahu siapa! Hahahaaha. Sumpah biul. Sehinggalah jam 11.15pm tiada siapa yang datang menjemput kami. Beratus2 panggilan telah aku buat cuba mencapai ke semua orang (ni tipu la) dan akhirnya kami berjaya mendapatkan sebuah teksi. Haaahahaha..tadi tak reti pula nak cari kan. Dah nak mampus baru terkedek2 cari bantuan segera. Tapi memang at first kami taknak guna cab atas alasan duit. Ceyhhhh! Pergi mati sama duit. Hahahahaha. Alhamdulillah kami berhasil sampai di rumah masing2 sebelum jam 12.00am.
Aku ada beli sesuatu tentang dia di kedai buku. Untuk dua benda tersebut aku sanggup berhabis 50 bugs dan kalau nak dihitung2 sampai detik ini aku dah habis lebih kurang 70 bugs kerana dia. Tapi aku tak kisah. Walaupun duitku dikikis sedikit demi sedikit aku akan terus berusaha mencari jalan lain bagi mengisi kembali poket duitku yang semakin nipis. Aku penat. Aku memang penat membiarkan hidup aku seperti ini yang sentiasa dalam kepayahan mengulit moment terindah bersama dia. Namun aku redha kalau ini jalan takdirku. Aku penat juga lepas pulang ke rumah tapi aku takkan lepaskan setiap kesempatan yang ada untuk bersama dia. Aku biarkan mata dan seluruh jiwa ragaku berada bersama dia tak kira apa jua yang aku lakukan. Bahkan aku tak sengaja membiarkan imaginasi aku di luar batasan hingga sanggup membayangkan yang bersama aku ketika menonton HP ialah dia, bukan Killer. Bukannya aku sengaja mencipta khayalan itu tapi itu di luar kesedaran aku. And i could not focus on a few parts of the story because of that. If you are asking what is happening to me, aku sendiri buntu mencari jawapan untuk soalan itu. Senang cakap, tak tahu lah. Aku gila? Tidakkk. Kalau tak aku takkan buat blog ni. Sehingga pagi menjelang pun aku sukar memejamkan mata tapi akhirnya aku tertidur di dalam dakapannya yang megah berdiri di depan manusia. Bila aku terbangun dia masih berada di situ. Baik, aku rasa lebih bersedia menghadapi hari yang mendatang asalkan dia ada di samping aku no matter dalam bentuk apa sekali pun. Cukuplah, i'll continue later.