normalkah perasaan itu?

Actually, i should have wrote more yesterday. but sakit gastrik menghalangku dr terus berkata kata. arrghhhhh tense balik! =.=

I went to the kedai at tepi lif again just want to lepak lepak and all. i was seeing kak eton again. ktorg borak borak bla3 then just wna do a bit tease on her, i was saying bout the 'thing' again.u know what the thing is hehhe >_<
then how the conversation goes was like this.

eira: kak..nak satu. (while referring to that 'thing')
kak eton: apa?
eira: tuh la..tuu.
kak eton: x boleh.awak kan masih bwh umur.x boleh.
eira: laahhh satu jer.bleh la plis plis satu je. (sambil buat muka and tunjuk jari 1)
kak eton: TAK BOLEH.

then i started to grab one of those beautiful lighters and made ia mengeluarkan api. then i halakan pd kotak berisi makanan ape tah and serata tempat. i mean di mane ade benda yg bleh dibakar saya cucuh api tuh. kak eton was kind of upset and yeah hahaha thats all i want her to be! lol then i said.

eira: cepattt bg kak..kalau x saya bakar biskut ni.(referring to sebalang bekas berisi biskut)
kak eton: juijiiii jgn la mcm niiii.x bolehh.nanti bos marah saya jual sama budak bwh umur.
eira: ahhhhh tak kire!tu kakak punya pasal.cepaaaat bg.

I could just burst out my laugh seeing her face like that.

Then! without my expectation again, he called that budak or should i say abg at kedai depan to come over there. the guy's name is saiful. thats the only name i know. idk him well although it has been a few years since i started to know cp. haahh i know its weird. i just know him as one of cp loyal members. he has a kedai in cp too. keyshop. his kedai is just in front of kedai kak eton works for. idk whether its his own kedai or what. IDC. the next thing i know is he irritates me a lot.

kak eton: alahhhh saifoooool! (thats what i called him) mari sinih.tgk kawan kamu nihh.dia dtg lg mau ituu.
eira: kakaaaakk cepat bgggg! (while beloved tangan dah merayap serata tempat ngan lighter tuh)

Surprisingly,that saiful came over and asked.

saiful: ape kak?
kak eton: ini haah kwn kamuhh.
eira: (with an upset tone) kakakkk..xyah la sampai panggil2 dia! hishhh tah ape je akak ni!

haha then i was still leka playing with the lighter. Guess what? he came to me, right beside me and stupid me i notice that but still bikin bodoh there. the conversation? here it goes.

saiful: xyah la *******.
eira: (tanpa mempedulikan dia) cepaat la kak! 1 jer! heeeh
saiful: jgn bg dia.jgn bg dia.
kak eton: manaa boleh!awak baru 16 tahun!
saiful: haaah?! 16??! (terkejut gile babi la konon)
eira: (pon terkejut psl kak eton salah ckp umurku!grr) mane ade! 17 la! (ni pon silap ckp patutnya tambah ++. haha)
kak eton: haaa, tgk tu!
saiful: tujuh belasss?x nampak lg tu?
eira: 18 laa!
saiful: aaaahh takde222,cannot!

and then...part ni yg sgt membuat aku sakit jantung. Just guess again pls? he quickly grabbed the lighter from my hand. dia cam tarik then terpegang my tangan but still he culdnt get the lighter. then dia buat lg and lg sampai last skali dia genggam tanganku kejap! Ya Allah..detik itu hanya Tuhan yg tahu betapa kagetnya aku. guess what again, dgn tidak semena2nya lighter itu dilepaskan..lalu dia meletakkan ia kembali ke posisi asal. but thats not what i want to talk about. its about..mengapa jantungku berdegup kencang saat dia menyentuh tanganku? tapi tidak lebih. cuman itu yg kurasakan. adakah ia normal? normalkah perasaan itu jika seorang cowok yg kita ga, erm alahhhh susahnya nak ckp...i mean yg kita tak selalu borak la.selalu lepak cite2 gelak2 bersama. it feels so freaking weird. haha.

mari tengok lirik nih.

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan menginginkannya
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua keinginanku

ni pun kayaknya dah diolah dan diubah sket by me.haha

malas mau bicara soal selebihnya selepas itu karna ga ada apa2 yg bisa meruntun hatiku. geram sebenarnya dgn kak eton kerana telah melibatkan org yg x sepatutnya masuk campur. lagian aku ga kenal rapat sama dia. lepas tuka duit jap kat kedai dia mmg x bercakap langsung dgn kakak tu. u know, i was only joking around. she made the situation bcme serious. =(

erm anyway the words *x nampak lg tu?* refers to larangan ******* kepada sesiapa berumur 18 tahun ke bwh. sekian.


Oh yeahh btw, i've got faeyzha's number today. cute isnt she? haha lol xD